*sigh*sigh*
consequences are frightening. its something u can never expect. its something u fear of. well, at least for me.
the results are never what u think or hope it is. it can never be, i realise. its just somehow not anymore.
*sigh*sigh*
LOVE songs sucks big time. they dun mean what they mean. true love is not always happy. true love sucks. true love is never true. true love are lies!! not what they seem they are!! >.<
people always think that love is not a big deal. as in, it does not affect a big part of their life but no!! its not true at all. this past week, i realise, when u lose something, it hurts! it hurts real bad. even if u dun lose anything, it still hurt heaps! its easy to tell those ppl who just broke up to take it easy, time will tell, dun werry, y bother? dun care bout it! and other stuffs like that BUT seriously, its damn farking harD!!! i just realise this.
now i truly understand how they feel when they are so disappointed and sad. i understand that its not just words anymore. nothing can go into the mind because we are blocking it. we are denying it. we refuse to let it in, refuse to let anything in!! and i think i myself is lost. i cant give ppl advise at all. im crap as well. im not as good too. its never easy.
*sigh*sigh*
people will not understand why those ppl who are truly truly in love hurts more. the feeling of being hurt when u are in love is like a prick that scars ur heart and stays there. some might stay forever, some might not, some might just disappear. i dunno. it just hurts real bad. really bad.
will there be a cure? will there ever be? i wish there is cos its killing ppl~ its killing most ppl out there.
*sigh*sigh*
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