sometimes, a part of me is happy but somehow or rather i feel sad from the bottom of my heart and tears start rolling. why? i can't even answer myself. i dun even know why am i feeling like this right now. i think im a girl who dunno what is going on in her own mind!! i feel damn lost!! i can't think properly. or maybe i dun wanna think about stuff. am i living in denial? but what am i denying about? OMG~ i dun even know. @#!%$
*sigh*sigh* i hate this feeling. really really hate it. as u can see, i always seem lost and i always say 'i dunno'. im crap! im shit! awwwww, man~ things are not the same anymore. u think? i can't tell. i dun even know. i feel like something is changing. something but i dunno what. why does it hurt at times? nothing happened tho but why does it? things change. people change. nothing stays the same anymore nowadays. aint i right? *sigh*sigh* im still me. im always me and i can guarantee i will be me forever.
Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
And there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
sometimes love just aint enough. how true! how true! its little things ppl do that u have to take into account. love is really not enough. u have to show it. SHOW IT! i have much to say but i dunno what to say. weird? i think i am. i think i have some kinda phobia. i can't say proper things at the right time, if u know wot i mean? can't express myself well enough. my blooody golden mouth seems to be sealed when i'm suppose to say stuff *sigh*sigh* its a bad thing. why can't i?? why?? damnit!! i hate myself being like this =.=
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