*sigh* i was thinking.... i dun have hopes and i dun have dreams no more. well, at least not this moment. i've been goin thru imsonia ever since i got back. maybe i'm used to sleeping late, but i just can't seem to close my eyes and sleep peacefully. everytime i lie on my bed, i stare at my ceiling filled with glowed stars and my mind is flashed with millions and millions of things that happened and is going to happen. there are just so many things in my mind which i just dunno where to start. sometimes i jsut feel like screaming my lungs out and let it all out, *sigh* but the truth is... i dunno what is it. i dunno what is eating me. i dunno what is making me feeling like this. i just can't seem to figure it out.
sometimes i'm really happy but suddenly little things in life just brings my mood down the drain. somehow it bothers me. it bothers my entire day. why am i doin this to myself? why? why? why? life is unfair. it is an unfair world out there. i dunno what is wrong with me. am i ok? am i fine? well, i think i am. that is, till now. oh man... i really know N.U.T.S!! >.<
+.+ and i realise i've lost a little part of myself that 'keeps'. hhhhmmm..... i've lost myself? maybe huh? *hehe*
yea.... i just lost myself somehow.
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