*sigh* i can't sleeeeeep!!! damn it!! and i duno why~ oh crap~ i lie on my bed with my eyes closed, but my mind isnt. yet, i duno what's going on. i just can't get myself to sleep. something is bothering me and i can't figure out what *sigh*
i wonder what? when i close my eyes, everything seems to run around in my mind. everything!!! which ....includes past, current and future stuff. mAN~~ what's wrong?? what's bothering?? why am i thinking about so many things? problem is.... i dun even know what am i thinking about atm. thats so shit! i suddenly feel lost! a feeling i neva had for quite some time now.
but but...why am i feeling lost? am i lost?? am i not guided? what am i thinking? what is bothering? what?? what?? oh shit!!! im losing it! im soooooooooo losing it. worst thing is that im tired and i really really wanna sleep BUT i caNT!! damn damn!! wot the hell??
oh boy~ *sigh*sigh* its like, all of the sudden, i have lotsa worries, which i duno what they are >.<" hmmmm...why?? why is that? oh dear. oh dear dear me~
chatted to my fwen this noon and i got to think that each and everyone has past histories which are left unresolved, some are left hanging about and some are better left unsaid. why?? why can't just settle stuff and make everything clear? we came to conclusion that some people just can't let go, some just wanna hold on and some wants things back to the way it was. but but.... sHIT happenS! and things just can't go back to the way it was.
i guess that's just the way it is. that's just the way life is.
that's just the way it has to be, so move on and go on with it.
no use turning back and returning to the way it was when no one wants it to be.
no use regretting as well cos its too late~ what has happened, already HAPPENED!
what the hell am i on about?? @#$!#%!# i dun even know. im pissed off for some particular reason! and i hate it when i duno what am i pissed about!!!! shit man!! something's wrong with me!!! blooooody heLL!!! *grrrrrrrrrr* not happy not happy~ or maybe something's bothering me. i bet it is!! damn it~ figure out!!! figure out!!!!
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