h'ok!! my my~ what a day man~ so so so unproductive and boooooooooring and sleeeeeeepy. well, my initial plan was to wake up and then walk to orchard road to shop. HAH! my initial big bright plan!!! *gaga* oh well, shit happens *hehe* hmmmm.....my big plan didnt go as i expected is usually due to me having sumtin to do or i was just too damn lazy to walk. so~ guess which one? i bet everyone thinks im just being the plain ol' me ^(OO)^ yes yes! the lazy bee. woooooo hooooo~
Na uh!!!! guessed wrong i bet!! *sigh* i was such a GOOOODIE gal today *haha* i helped out heaps and im proud of myself tho. well, not exactly heaps but but, i tot it was a way HUGE task for me to do, as im such a pig and ''know-nothing-at-all" gal *gaga*
i actually carried Iason, made milk and fed him with sterilised bottle and stuff, then then, i burped him and then i put him to bed, then changed his diaper and all that baby stuff. NoTe: i know NOTHING~ *gagagaga* superbly huge thing for me to do, cos cos, MY firST time!!!! >.< and im happy bout it cos, well, NOTHING happened!! *whew*touchwood*touchwood*
nways, here i am telling the whole world bout my first time babysitting, but but *gosh* the feeling i had just then was soooo damn freaKY!! *hehe* Iason was soooo freaking soft, like i could break him anytime. OMG OMG~~ yup yup!! just then....i was like totally freaked out when i carried him. it was the most careful time of my entire life. i was slow in everything i do, from carrying him to cleaning the baby bottle to feeding him *gosh* and my heartbeat was beating faster than usual. i could feel myself trembling inside cos i was sooooooo afraid that i'd drop him or crack him or sumtin. MAN~~ that was so scary!!!!
but then while i was carrying him and feeding him, i couldnt stop smiling at him *hehe* it was like sumtin so pleasant and content to be doing at that moment. not that i wanna be a mum. NO WAY~ nothing like that. still long way to go tho >.< that feeling was just..... happy~ mellow~ calm~ that was then...while he was drinking....but but...later when he started to cry abit.... I FREAKED out again!! *haha* i realised i'd freak out everytime he cries. hmmm...maybe not only babies, i think if my fwens started crying in front of me, i'd freaked out! *gaga*
so that was my day of being a part time babysitter. nothing interesting tho. just how i felt about it. so yeah~ and now i know that it was really really difficult for parents to bring kids up *haha* only one day of babysitting and im telling all this *gagagaga* but yeah...seroiusly. i do think it is difficult *gosh* baby keeps wakin up at nite crying for food. baby cries when he can't sleep, cries when he takes bath and cries even when he finishes crappin *haha* oh well. babies babies babies.......
and lately, its weird cos im havin dreams of me getting married and being a mummy!! omg~~ HAH! oooooh boy~ im havin the strangest dreams nway. i think i have to keep some distant away from babies *gagagaga* i cant handle babies yet. not yet..... not now~ >.<>craaaaaaaaaaaazy beeeeeeee~
la la la la la~~ ^(OO)^
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