dum de dum~ dun really feel like bloggin but i have nothing to do online. well, more like i have nothing much to say. so many things goin on around us. so many things that are evolving? *hehe* the future is unpredictable. things u say might come true or might not. some dreams u dream about will come true. maybe, sumtimes it wont but then again, depending on wot u dream about.
and wot issit with me and my dreams? why do i always talk about dreams? *gosh* i go on and on and on about them almost every time i blog. i just realised it last nite cos my fwen told me that. those are just DREAMS. no biggie man~ so, i think i sld stop giving so much thought and let it be. woteva~ la la la~ cos im gonna be sent to some lunatic home soon *haha* or maybe i bore readers. cos wot the hell am i on about? i dun even know sumtimes. for instance, like tonite. make-no-sense-blog tonite nway~ >.<
oh boy~ and my mind.... crap crap crap~ its like when someone doesnt mention about that particular thing, i wun be thinking about it. but just when someone mentions at that moment, *bam* its in my head. thinking thinking..... thinking~~ la la la la la~ i try hard not to think but nO~!!!!!! stoooooooooooooopid head. i think i wanna break it now! +.+
stoooooop!!! ok ok... so now i *BUrp* LOL!!! =o)
hmmmm....so....i wonder wot type of gals do guys like. puny petite??? or big sized??? or model look?? DOH!!! *droooooool* of cos model~ who doesnt. suddenly, at this very moment, im feeling low self esteem~ hmmmmm~~ +.O
uh-oh, uh-oh, la la la~
im not making sense really. this blog is useless to read atm. so if anyone who is reading this till this very 'word' *haha* i duno wot to say!!! *muahahahahaha* more like im goin cuckooo and loss of life meanings.
any meanings about life? coincidences about life. serendipity??? things that happen for a reason that needs logic and explanations to it, which i dun think so, cos there are things that happen for no reason as well. well, i think some things just happen~ they JUST HAPPEN! seriously. like...how shit happens~ *haha* no one can explain why it did, BUT it JUST did. so, some things cant be explained. u just duno how to. sometimes, maybe u just dun feel the need to or maybe u are shy to +.O so many reasons to one simple thing.
my point is.... feelings and dreams are just feelings and dreams. issit? *hahaha* im askin myself now? oh dear. actually, i duno. but i just like the way i am~ the me, where i drown in my own dream. >.<
hmmm~~ no... wait...feelings are real. dreams are not. but sometimes, BOTH are concocted in one. how is that? huh? +.O
then again, i believe in BOTH. *hahahaha* oh dear~ oh noooooo~
stop meself~ stop stop stop~ but can i??
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