such a gloomy day today. it feels dark and depressing. oh boy~ maybe its gonna rain soon. i went out for lunch jsut then and it was so coooooold cos the wind was so strong! man~ i woke up late today, AGAIN! *hehe* i was shocked that my clock told me it was 1.30pm?? *hehe* oh well... couldnt help it man. i was up last nite chatting and chatting....and gossiping.... to chengy. LOL!!! >.< hmmmm...and we didnt even realise that it was so late. i slept like a pig!! ^(OO)^
*gosh* and im actually tryin to get me in the mood to blog tho. i dun actually feel like bloggin now. its just that i have nothing to do online atm. and yes~ i blog according to my mood. i just remembered havin this conversation few days back, i think. its not that whenever i sit down in front of my comp, i blog. NO NO~ doesnt work like that. it works.... when my mind feels like talking? *hahaha* right!!! my mind talks. its spur-of-the-moment thingy. yes yes! when i feel like it, i blog. when i dun, i just dun. and NO whys!! LOL!! no no no~ its just a feeling...la la la la~ *hehe* and it seems that i feel like bloggin now cos suddenly i have too much to say! *mUAHAHAHAHHA*
and this song. it suddenly makes sense to me? LOL!! naaa.....kidding. just that some songs just happen to be the right song at that particular moment? *hehe* oh i duno. maybe? yeah~
Ryan Cabrera - True
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me
you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true
you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true
interesting? yes yes~ *hehe* its a pop song tho. some ppl wun like it. but, i just tot it sounded nice, plus the lyrics, well, not to say very very meaningful. actually, i like this " you might think I don't look, but deep inside in the corner of my mind I'm attatched to you" like i said, it just happen to be there at a particular time? oh well.
and i realise y it is dreary and lifeless today. its black friday! spoooooky friday? i wonder why they call it that? Friday the 13th is always black and dark. hmmmm..... oh boy. the day after tomorrow... LOL~ i think, monotonous days lead to ppl thinking weird? LOL~ >.< craaaaaaazy!! i duno wot am i talkin about. maybe cos too many things on my head.
was just thinking, wot if someone lied to u? then again, u wouldnt know cos they lied to u. DOH!! and i dun think they'll tell u the truth when they meant to lie to u in the first place? NO? its the worst when u find out by urself thru someone or u overheard sumtin somwhere. even worst is....they lied to u and then they tell u the truth much much later! *gosh* thats a killer one, i guess. it hurts so damn bad when u find out later on because all these while, u have been true to them and u NEVA lied. hmmm...... +.O but then again, it might have been a different reason, well, they didnt wanna hurt u, hence, L.I.E.D. u will neva know. neva neva know~ >.< oh well~
wonder wot i'll do tonite? its a friday nite and i just turned my fwen down to go clubbin. shit! LOL!! am i beewei?? *HAHAHAHA* my fwens been askin me that. i dunno why. but but, yeah~ they were surprised that i cant eat that much now. well, the only main thing! ^(OO)^ yupyup. im not bwei. no no~ im her evil twin sis. ooooooh~ spoooooooooooky~ eeeeeeeeeeeeeeerie~ craaaaaazy!!!
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