man~ i've been woken up by nitemares recently. shit man~ wot happen to all my happy la-la land dreams?? oh, where have they gone to?? *sigh* like today, i woke up at like 6.30am?? GEeeeeeeeeeeeez!!!
this dream of mine..... i went on holidays with my fwens. we were just driving to this other place somewhere and we stopped by at some resting area. so, all of us were just looking for a place to rest, a bed & breakfast thingy. we came down and walked around. we walked and walked.....and found this house. coool bananas we thought. so we went into the house and it was quite spacy and all that. we tot, wow!! but, no one was in there tho. was quite strange at that time, so we kinda explored the place to be sure. everything seem ok so we decided to just stay one nite and get goin tmr. we unpacked all our stuff and gonna start settling in but all of a sudden, the weather changed.
the sky suddenly turned really dark and storms were coming. we tot, oh shit, its gonna rain, so we ran in and shut the windows and stuff. thunder and lightning was just striking down and it rained for abit. we just looked out the window and we saw a few shadowy thingany-bob headin our way. we din really bother cos it was dark and we tot it was the window that made our vision blurry. so yeah~ woteva. Out of the blue, we heard noises like..... "woooooooo" we checked again and we saw masses of zombies and vampires surrounding our house. SHIT!!!! why do i always dream about them lately? does it mean im gonna die soon?? wot the hell??
it was blooody scary ok. man~~ it crept me out. we were all like...OMG OMG. lock the doors and windows. QUICK!!! Oh man~ they were all just tryin to come in and kill us all. the scene was freaking terrifying. i was gonna cry again!! >.< crap~ i could feel how the whole scene was. the anxiety and tension all around me. it was as if it was real!!!! but but, omG~ i dun wan it to be real. i'd kill myself to be in those situation. altho its exciting but NO! +.O obviously i woke up after being traumatized by my own dream. yes yes...how fun~
that was that. nways~ today was the most boring day of my life ever since i got back. dun feel like talking about it. argh~
oh well. then i tot, y do ppl expect? y do ppl hope for things? they neva come true if no one pursues them. so y bother? and those..... 'one day' thingy. yeah~ one day i'll do this, one day it will happen, one day things will change, one day we'll meet up, so on and so forth. wot the hell with one days when they will never ever happen? well, it will happen if promises are kept and expectations are fulfilled, that is. then again, there's always and answer that goes yeah yeah~ sure sure~ one day~ one day~ just wait?? >.<
hoping and wishing is like a dream yet to come true. ppl always hope and wish this will happen, that will happen and all that. seriously, question to be asked is: when will it ever happen? wot will happen btw?? depends on wot the issue is, i guess? yeah??? hmmm~ i reckon. of cos, then again, everyone wants their hopes and wishes to come true. who doesnt?? *hehe*
but in order not to be sad due to these kinda things, stop thinking about them. forget it~ just go on with life. stop thinking about things that will make ur heart break. yupyup~ oh well~
so, my fwen mentioned that i might be insecure and that maybe, i have no direction in life?? tru??? thats y i dun even know wots wrong with me sumtimes. goood ONE! so its tru?? *hehe* or maybe im just depressed??? u think? hmmmmm~ just wondering could a really really happy girl turn into a totally depressing shit?? OH NO~~ OH DEAR dear me~ i dun wan that~ thats shit. thats terrible~
*sigh* the bee is sleepy~ maybe im not makin sense.
nites~
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