*sigh*
dun really feel like bloggin rite now.... but but, just wanna do sumtin.
yeah~ back home in KL......feeling........ well, all i can say, the feeling is not how i felt when i used to come home last time. the anticipation is gone. the excitement is gone. the happiness is gone. suddenly, everything seemed to crumble at my feet. why is that?? @#$&%! omg!!! i so hate this!!! i hate feeling like this. i havent felt like this for ages. the feeling just came back. its all comin back to me now.
who likes the 'parting' feeling? damn it!! i'll curse anyone who does!! *grrrrrrr* >.< *sigh*
the heartache just starts eating u up inside day by day, little by little, then, as u know it, ur heart is GONE!!! >.<" *gosh* do i sound depressed? do i sound miserable? do i sound wretched? yea.... woteva.
hmmmmm~ i feel exhausted cos i didnt sleep one whole day. flight was a shit-hole. dunno wot happened. maybe i did fall asleep awhile, but then, i was still wide awake. i remember watching all 3 movies, altho not very nice ones but who cares?? i couldnt sleep. i saw everyone sleeping soundly like babies in their cradles. how nice. how peaceful.
oh well....first thing my mum asked me when she picked me up today was "look at ur eyes. they're swollen. geeeez. didnt u sleep??" i was like....yea....no sleep. thats y eyes are like that *hush*
@.@
yeah....this blog sucks. i suck. shit happens!!! deeeeeeeeeep regrets huh?? i guess. yeah~ it is......deeeeeeep down inside!!! *SIGH*
it sounds like im mourning over sumting. so sorrowful. so saddening. nothing seems to go right in my life.
omg..... i sound like Marvin right now.
!#$%!#@%&
2 comments:
bee, dont be sad. you've gone away and we're all gonna miss u, but good friends will always meet again. and i know we will meet again soon. every one of us has regrets, because we all regret that we couldn't spend more time with u, couldn't go clubbing with u, couldnt watch this or that movie with u. but its ok...we'll stay in touch, and when the time comes for all of us to b together again, we'll relive sweet memories and make new ones.
guess wot? ijust realise i can post a reply comment too >.< heys...thanks!! in fact, thanks heaps!! i really appreciated it. yes yes...we will meet!! im sure we will. oh crap. ur makin me sobby again!! darn!!
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