HAZE HAZE, Go away~
NEVER EVER come back another day~
*gosh* the weather sucks!! sucks like shit~ its terrible. really really awful!!! *sigh* the air is so freakin polluted. its all because of the dreadful bushfires from Indonesia. oh dear~ the smoke is TERRIBLE!!! seriously~ *gosh* when i step out of my house, i feel like fainting >.< i have a headache as well. im not exagerrating man~ im serious~ i wish there was a strong strong wind that will blow it all away. hmmmmm~ yeah~ i wish!!! ppl will tell me: U WISH!!! >.< oh well~ everyone is wearing a mask too. how terrible can it get??? uh-oh~ i think if the polluted air hits 500, the government will make sure that everyone stays home. even now, some schools have closed due to the weather. bad bad~
me just waiting for real interviews cos i went for a few preliminaries last week. sat for a few tests as well. they say they'll ring me, so yeah~ wait on baby!! >.< nothing much goin on nway. oh oh, me bro and his family came down from Singapore. my room was conquered for like DAYS~ wah wah wah~ hence, the no-blog upate *hehe* couldnt use my internet for long cos they're always in the room. the kids were jumping all over, well, actually only one *hehe* my cute little niece, Alyssa. shes MAD, i say. really really craaaaaaaaaaazy~ omg omg~ im so afraid of her *haha* she pounces on me everytime she sees me. she starts chasing me and calls me gu-gu, gu-gu *haha* really adorable.
i remember there was this nite, she was suppose to sleep but i was in the toilet washing up. she kept pushing the door and called gu-gu. LOL!! then, my bro got angry and sort of scolded her telling her to sleep cos its late. she and her innocent lookin face was like...... O.O she said, mummy, i wanna see gu-gu. i wanna see gu-gu. she was like...gonna cry~ oh dear. i felt guilty *hehe* so i played with her for awhile but my bro woke up again and hit her butt. LOL~~
after my bro left, my aunt came!! *sigh* wot the....!! *hehe* yea yea~ luckily, my room is not taken this time. i have it all back to myself again. wOOOoooo hOooooOOO~ +.O
hmmm~ so i wonder, y do ppl dream about a dream so much and so often? a particular person or a place or even a scene that u've dreamt about umpteen times??? so, i came to a conclusion, that, its cause we think about them everyday.
fine, make it more specific...... I think about it everyday. i think about the same stuff everyday, thus, the dream occur?? i guess? sometimes, its happy that u dream about it, sometimes, its not *sigh* i dunno~ ups and downs, i guess??
suddenly, i thought of wot aidan told me. loneliness~ hmmmm~ i totally understand how he feels and wot he thinks. hes a complicated guy btw. prolly cos he thinks too damn much *hahaha* oh well. yeah~ so wot. thinking is good and bad in a way.
think too much = BAD
think too little = OK?? *hehe*
think moderately = GOOD
thinkless = DUMBO
then again, no such word as thinkless *MUAHAHAHA* oh well. i always come up with my own weird thinking.
wot if u've gotten a news from a fwen which is such a shock to u?? like, u've neva expected it to happen?? or u've neva imagined it to happen?? but suddenly, it JUST HAPPENED. and u go.....OMG.... really? wot the.....!!! SINCE WHEN???? la la la la la~ hmmm~ >.< yupyup~ surprising~ surprising~
funny thing is, it kinda got stucked to my head for the whole damn day ever since i heard the news. and now, i just cant stop thinking about it. wot the hell?? hmmm~ i wonder why. maybe its just impossible for me to believe? i guess?? then again, not my freakin problem. hmmmph~
i think i worry too much about little things. do i?? do i now?? *hehe* i dun even know if i do? uh-oh ^(OO)^ well, then again *HAHAHA* i dun even know wot little things that worries me now atm *geeeeeez* yeah~ im NUtss!!! im goin craaaaaaazy. prolly cos im too bored staying at home watchin TV TV TV. everyday TV TV TV. shit man~ im turning into a blooooody couch potato!!! OH NO!!! OK. i think i need a life rite now. i have no life!! yeah~ maybe thats my freakin problem. im too DAMN free and I Need a freaking LIFE!
i need to do sumtin. i need a job!! get myself busy and all that, so that i wun stay at home and think nonsense. i sld do this and that besides just staying with my TV TV TV *hehe* i think my empty electrical box RUNS away when it sees me goin near it *haha* oh well. too bad.
*sigh*
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