:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

left my client's place early today just to go for my dance rehearsal. its for the annual dinner coming soooon, like real soooooon and we've only got like 4-6 weeks to REMEMBER everything and practise all we can *gosh* i reckon its quite difficult tho. its a mixture of WARM (fiery) and COLD (gentle) dance???!??!?! >.< and obvoiusly im in the FIERY one!! *muahahahhaha* im HOT! =oP

and lately, im in the singing mood. altho i cant sing well, but, been tryin to crack my voice in my room, in the shower, in the car by myself or b4 goin to bed. i wonder why? gettin emotional lately? *hehe* la la la la~

cant sleep well these days too *sigh* duno why aGAIN! damn it! imsonia? again?? but but, when did i ever have that illness? well, its more like im used to sleeping late all the time. then again, i dun think so. been working late and im tired *geeeeeeeeez* am i thinking??? have i lotsa things to think about? is there anything bothering me??? *gosh* i wonder? i really do. cos i dunno about me lately. maybe its just work? yea i guess? yes yes! prolly is about work! *sigh* work SUckS!!!! damn!! >.<

this lyrics i wanna share.... Janice - Long Distance

When I'm feeling blue
Lost without a clue
Sparks between our eyes
Nothing can be as true

Sing my life for you
Paintings that I drew
One plus one makes two
How I wish to caress you

Tell me where we're heading to
What we do may seem so crude
Where's the good in our goodbyes
The time you leaves's
The time you break my heart in two

Even though we're far apart
Send my love with all my heart
When you miss me at night
Look at the stars shining bright

For the time you pulled me through
All the things I do for you
Running tears from my eyes
Thinking how will I survive next goodbye

i wanna stop my brain for a moment in time, then take a look inside my head to see wots in there. hmmm~ i wonder if theres anything? *hehe* and i wanna pluck out memories in there, or even betta, i wanna make them into short video clippings. how nice would that be? like a sneak preview or pictures that can be kept into hard copy. maN!!!! wot the hell am i talking about??? *gosh* am i even reading this? GOSH! listen to myself!

*sigh*

*sien*

*love paradise*

*hmmmmmmmm*

>.<

my mood is average these days. nothing exciting! WAh wah WAH!!! y??? i need some excitement!!! oh gosh....pls!!! i need to change my lifestyle~~~~!!!
i wanna go out and have fun . i wanna do sumtin. =oP

so many things unhappening lately. HAH! sucks! everything sucks!
my life sucks!

:~~~o(