do i have a life, may i ask?
somehow, i think my audit job has taken over my life *sigh* here i go again, blooody hell naggin about it again and again *geeeeez* not my fault. last nite, we worked till like 2am and i got home around 3am. by the time i took my shower and all that, it was like...3.30am? then i slept and i couldnt wake up this morning. well, more like i DIDNT WANNA wake up. i was like...shaddddddup u stoooopid alarm. it was on Snooze for a few times, but i just cant be bothered. so...waking up late...meaning.....goin LATE for work. la la la~~ oh well >.< like anyone cares? no one knows except my colleague, cos we're doin stat audit today *yikes* dum de dum~ im slumber today.
these days, i've been havin nitemares. really non-stop nitemares. OMG! i dunno why but. issit due to stress? not sure tho. altho i dun dream about work, but my dreams are like..... hmmmmm~ maybe not nitemare, but to me IT IS *hehe* one of them was, i was driving my mum's car to fill up petrol. so i went to pay to fill up the tank. after that, all done, i drove away. halfway thru, the car started makin sounds and i saw ppl waving at me. so i stopped my car and then i saw that my car was jerking and suddenly was moving by itself. i was like...OMG... wot the??? then the petrol cap thingy opened up by itself and suddenly went on FIRE.
which then, leads to the whole car on fire, hence, led to huge EXPLOSION *geeeeeeez* O.o
wot the hell?? wot was that dream about?? i was wondering if it was a sign? cos today while i was driving, i was like...oh dear, oh no~~ shit shit...will anything happen? will i be in an accident?? or maybe i was bein paranoid but i tot i heard sumtin while i was drivin. i kinda panicked abit there this morning.
then there was one where my ACNE virus came back to me *ARggggggggghh* i was like...OMG!! nooooooooooooooooooooo!!!! shit shit!! my faceeeee!! *hehee*
it was one by one, then started popping out moderately....then... GOSH.... i dun even wanna think about it!! yikeS!!! +.O
there there...see wot i mean? NITEMARES! *haha* and im suppose to be sleeping atm now cos im being deprived of sleep. but, i felt like bloggin since last week while i was at work *tsk tsk* my mind was like...hmmmm, i shd be writing this down. i shd be bloggin. wonder wot can i tell? anything interesting? yea yea~
ooooooooohhhhhh.....and i cant wait for the movie called 'The Chronicles of Narnia' was it the lion, the witch and the wot?? *haha* the door? *mUAHAHhahaha* i duno~ oh well, nvm.
im always looking forward to my weekends. thats like my only days off and i wanna rest and relax. always hoping that i DUN HAVE to work on weekends *gosh* >.< then....my MISSION this weekend is SHOPPING. no matter wot! i will go shopping! YES! i've been deprived of that toooooo~ like super super DEPRIVED! *HAHAHAHA* im nuts! goin myself-alone, with fwens, with whoever, i dun care. i will go shopping. i've neva been for so long. i think ZARA, FCUK and other shops miss me. LOL~ +.O
not like i have anything to buy tho, but but, i just wanna get sumtin. well, i dun have to. i mite not, just that i wanna go see stuff *hehe* typical gal i am huh?? yes yes~ oh, i got a cheongsam last weekend tho. its my annual dinner costume which is comin soon. i cant wait for that tooo~ hope its gonna be good cos im gonna be performing in the upcoming dance >.< *heeeheeee* been practicing 2 times a week lately, so have to try and rem all the steps tho. its alot!! but....yeah~ will try.
was wondering wot if i stuffed up or wot if i stumbled? *haha* gonna be a major laff out! everyones gonna be like.. *AHAHAHAHAHAH* and i'll be like red as tomato. hmmmm~ i think i imagine too much. oh well.
anything else to look forward to, i wonder? oh yea! XMAS! wonder wot i'll be doin? hmmm~ i think my bro and his family is comin back to visit? if not, go up to singapore and visit them instead? oh yea...go singapore to sHOP!! that shd be a goood idea. wait, in fact, thats a GREAT idea. so there to shop, since i haven been there for quite some time. i miss shopping there too. excellent place to shop, plus, its xmas so there shd be SALES! *AHA* yes yes~ ok, that shd be in my pending list now, which i think mite not be accomplished. LOL!! cos me and my plans....neva work out. im just a TAGGER. i tag along ppl WHO HAVE plans. then again, my plans work out at times if i put effort in them. oh well. not now tho. im too lazy to think. no brain atm.
caught up with an old fwen from hi-skool last week. it was nice to catch up with him again. its been so loooooooooong. really ages, i think. well,i missed it. i missed the old times. i miss those days. i really do. we talked for hours about how skool used to be. how everyone changed. how everything is different now.
sometimes, its nice how old memories can bring back good things to talk about. interesting things to ponder about. funny scenes to laff about. ahhhhhhhhhh~ those were the days which i dearly miss.
wish i could go back in time and relive my days again, to see how it felt like before?? to see how it is like to feel that way again?? >.< not bad huh? yeah~ i think so. i would love that. it would be like living in a dream. im crappin now. i need sleep! *hahaha*
~ 纪念我死去的爱情 ~
la la la la~
hmmm O.o
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