:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

i eat things that make me gain more weight. usually its those stuff that i really love. for instance: potatoes, ice creams, chocolate, cakes, carbonara, oreos, peanuts, pastries, potatoes and more potatoes? *hehe* it strucked me today cos i've been consuming potatoes n cakes for the past few days *OMG* wot the hell!!??!?! yeah~ interesting huh?? i wonder wot do i do at work?? *HOHO*

its like this. Fran, my colleague, made gooody rship with the client. hence, they reckon us to order this homemade cake from them. so yeah~ indeed, she and a few others ordered the cake and 'voila'!! NO DOUBT!! it was gREAT!! the cakes were wonderful. absolutely delicious!!! for a homemade cake, of cos. cant compare to those bakery shops tho >.< i totally fell in love wit the 'chocolate almond' flavoured cake. OMG!! wasnt is heaven for me??!?!?! wah~~ ^(OO)^ *drooooooooooooling atm* yeah~ then again, u cant compare to those famous cake shops but but, this is like.....oh well. i dunno how to describe but, lets put it this way, its just good enuff.

i swear that i'd stop eating cakes for at least a month now *geeeeeeeeeez* and potatoes!! oh nooo! how the hell can i stop myself from eating them?? i tried so hard to control myself, BUT..... *haha* oh buggeR!! >.< i had them last nite and my mum cooked them again today.
just as i saw the pot of potatoes placed on the dining table, i was telling myself "ok BEE. u had them last nite, so u shdnt touch them tonite. yeah?" and orite i told myself. of cos i can do that. JUST DUN EAT IT!! >.< rite!!! aint i dumb??? it was like RIGHT IN FRONT of me and i was like... hmmmm....hmmmmm.....NO BEE NO!!! eat vegeeeee!! vege is gooooooD!!

OH CRAP!!!

my tolerance level totally bumped out! *haha*

my hand holding the fork was already in the pot dipping for POTATOES!!! *arggggggggggggh* so much for me controllin myself. oh well~ shit haPPens huh?? *hahahaha*

and now, im so damn STUFFED!! *Gosh*

and i've been thinking lately. how nice if i were to take a long long break?? ;oP a break where i dun have to go work and stay home. i wonder if i were to take leave for at least 2-3 weeks, would it get approved? la la la la~ me and my thoughts that will neva come tru. i dream too much. i need to get sumtin done. at least DO sumtin! *hahaha* ACTION speaks louder than words! yeah!!!

but but, im tooo shy!! >.< *hehe*

talk about shy. man~~ i realise no one belives wot i say. hmmmm~ i say im shy...they go: YEA RITE!! fine~ i say i retired from clubbin... they reply: YEA, SERIOUSLY!! i say i drink orange juice cos i cant drink for nuts, THEY LAFFED at me *OMG* O.O im like...wot the....... *hahahaha* mad mad~

but i AM shy. this is no joke. somehow, my first impression on ppl who dunno me.... IM NOT SHY at all. i dunno why. i think i have this look on my face that tells ppl that??? i wonder~ i realise that when im face to face wit sumone, i cant talk at all. BUT, when im online or not facing them, i can talk. this is soooo weird. im trying to figure that out *geeeeeez* im 2 in 1. im ilke..... dr.jekyll and mr. hyde! yeah~ split personality thingy. cool huh?? *haha*

hmmm~ and i detest being blame for some thing i didnt do. STOP sayin i did it when i said I DIDNT!!! >.< *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr* when i seroiusly say i didnt, MEANS i DID NOT!! *gosh*