OMG~ work was tolerable from this morning till noon, but rite after lunch, my nitemare had begun. I finished a section that was assigned to me - ‘Expenditure cycle’ before lunch and then I had nothing else left to do. I then took the other section called ‘Treasury cycle’ from my colleague.
I did take a sample from my senior last nite but as I further looked into it jus then, my mind totally went blank. I was plainly staring at my laptop screen and absolutely doin nothing, completely nothing at all *gosh* I think I have already wasted half my day at my client’s place. How proficient I am, huh???
I hate this feeling where I dunno wot im doin, where am I heading to and wot the hell is my neks step. OMG!!! Its like a road to nowhere and I mite fall the very neks minute *geeeeeeeeeez* HELP!!! I feel like im back in high school where im sitting for my examination and I absolutely have no idea wot to write for that question. Then, I will just sit there and look out the window, play with my pencil, woteva there is to do, or in this case, I just day dream about my la-la land and look around the room LLB (look like BZ). This term is frequently used at my firm >.< *hehe*
Oh well, I kept wondering wot time I could leave my client’s? *hehe*
Audit is fun in a way cos of the colleagues. I truly enjoy the working surroundings cos we sit in the meeting room together. Lets say around 8 ppl and we start to chat about this and that and make fun of ppl. We also insult about this and that and also start gossiping about other ppl. Its just entertaining. Well, I find that our conversation is quite hilarious at times. then again, it depends on the group assigned, whether it consists of fun ppl?? *hehe* there are some who just dun talk and taking everything so seriously *gosh* how can they be like that? Where’s all the excitement and delightfulness in discussions about other ppl’s life?? *hehe*
I cant be around ppl who takes things extremely serious. I mean…. Wat happened to all that mucking around?? Wot happened to being funny and being a joker?? I need laughter in my life. I cant be around dull and boring ppl who just refuse to have itsy bitsy teeny weeny spark of laughter in their life. Can u imagine those ppl who has no laughter in their life?? Man~~ how depressing is that?? They are just darn serious all the damn time *haha* chill out!!! Just chill out~ +.O
I know a few ppl who are like that. There was one incident where everyone was just joking around. But only ‘she’ was the serious one. We were laughing about sumtin and we just went on and on … bla bla bla….. and she was like…..mumbling to herself about…..sumtin. yeah, obviously, she wasn’t laffing with us, so I suppose she didn’t like wot we were doing. I sumtimes wonder wot is in her little creepy numb head?? *LOL* ok, im being mean here!!! HOHO!!
hmmm~ and how can u tell if someone likes u? its a feeling isnt it? can u actually feel it? can u actually tell?? i mean, some ppl are REAL shy to truly admit that they really like you. then they wait and wait but it will neva come. they're just too shy. so, will u initiate instead? tell them u do like them as well?? L.I.F.E is sumtimes complicated. most ppl duno what they want and most do know. most ppl i know enjoy their single life and a few just detest being single. isnt it confusing that u duno wot u wan out of life?
oh well, i dunno. i guess its just part of growing up. part of where u learn and experience more stuff. gain more knowledge and learn to live it to the fullest. past is the past. u shouldnt linger around it anymore. just MOVE on!!! >.< ritE?? yes yes~ i think im rite!!
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