:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

Its been quite some time since I last blogged. Oooh boy~ hmmm~wonder wot have I been doin lately. Lemme refresh my memory for abit. I suppose lotsa things happened. Although I dun even rem wot I did or wot happened, im quite sure that in everyday of my life, something has taken place somehow or woteva. Its just that I cant be asked to list down woteva those were.

Im currently under my so-called core learning accounting training offered by my company. Im in the training meeting room and my manager is lecturing . . . . bla bla bla~ oh well….i guess im not actually listening now, am I ?? *hehe* ok…he is known as ‘Mr. Curry Wong’. Not his real name tho. *haha* his identity shall remain undisclosed. Then again, no one will know unless they are working with me >.< these days, I feel like im attending my uni again. Ahhhh~ those good ol days. It totally reminds me of how I always fall asleep durin lectures and how I always doodle in class and how i NEVA pay attention in class AND of cos, always always UNPREPARED. Man~ I do suck being a student, huh?? Oh boy~ still, I miss those days so much. I miss Sydney!! *haha* my bummmmmming days.

i suddenly have this mood to blog today. No idea why but, I just felt like it. Not that im bored in training but it just hit me that I wanted to write sumtin at this very moment. Prolly cos a few of my fwens were asking me last nite. one updated and asked me if I read it. the other one whom got him so long to start bloggin ACTUALLY started bloggin and even posted pics on it. OMG~ its like…where have I been? I asked myself. Hmmmm~ I think it’s the fact that we are living a working life rite now and we have the slightest tiniest time to actually blog on the net. Even if we do, in my opinion, well, most likely ME, I would js chill out and chat awhile when I return home and watch my series that I’ve been hoggin on lately. Either that or I would js sink down on my bed and sleep like a pig ^(OO)^ *hahahaha*

sometimes when I get home, I dun feel like jottin down about wot I did and all that, bla bla bla, how I felt. Yea, I did wanted to blog few weeks back but I tend to be doin sumtin else. Am I that busy or am I js plain lazy? >.< or I jus grew out of bloggin? Dun have the mood to write stuff anymore? Getting bored of it?

I guess sometimes ppl do get bored of stuff. They have a tendency to grow out of the things they do all the time. I guess it is part of life? They are not interested in the routine life? Nothing thrilling happens. Nothing fresh. It’s the same ‘ol same ‘ol. Oh how dreary life gets huh? I wonder if 2 ppl falls in love, will they get bored of each other after few years and in the end, bids farewell and moves on to another *geeeeeeez* it sucks if its like tat. I dun wan it to be like that but im afraid it mite? But then again, if 2 ppl is totally crazy about each other, I guess this problem wouldn’t even arise. RITE?!?!?!

i found out last nite that a few of my fwens are attached. Is this like the ‘Love’ season or sumtin? *hahaha* as far as I know, it aint happening to me. Some even called me a ‘liar’ when I told them I was single *hahahaha* wot the?!?!?!? Some even told me to stop bein so picky. OMG~ its not my fault. I js dun have that ‘feeling’, if u know wot I mean? I was catchin up with aids last nite about ‘stuff’. We talked about ‘feelings’ in relationships *hoho* I totally understand wot he meant and how he felt. I wonder why? Its not like I’ve been in one like he is and its not like I’ve been thru it or what so ever. However, I absolutely comprehended wot he meant.

Maybe I am picky. Maybe I duno wot I want atm. Maybe im js too busy *hahahaha* Or maybe, im waiting for the right one. What or Who is the right one?!??! oh boy~ oh well. Nways, YES! I think I am picky then. And why shouldn’t I be?? Its my life and my choice. Clearly, I do need time to actually make up my mind O.o yes yes….that would be my explanation *hehe* then again, maybe im still not sure? Im still going ‘la la la la’ in my world. Not that im not serious but more like, I just wanna have fun. Who doesn’t? *hehe* yeah man~

AHA!! i js rem what i wanted to blog last few weeks. out of the blue, i felt that ppl are always curious. and curiosity somehow leads to temptation in a way. i guess thats how i felt few weeks back. i dunno about wot tho. dun even rem when and how i got this stooopid thought.

therefore, i came to this conclusion that it is human nature to be curious. it is also human nature to find out about things they wanna know which ends up becomin sumtin uninteresting when found out or.... shd i say, boring boring boring. hence, leads to ..... yeah~ boredom and IT IS human nature to start liking new things and start searchin for other NEW stuff. so yeah~ maybe thats how life is? thats how humans act. well, im like that too?? am i??? do i act like that??? thats wot ponders in my mind at times.

it flies around my head b4 i go to bed at nite. questions which lingers above me. questions that i dun have answers for. questions that i seek myself. so many queries and bla bla bla which i absolutely have no idea how to deal with at times. so many ppl around, thus, so many questions *geeeeeeeeeeez* >.<