*cough*cough*
sigh . . . damnit! im still coughing like nobody's business. damn damn!! everytime i try and cough the blooody phelgm out, i feel as if my lungs have been chucked out with it. oh dear me~ nways, i visited the doc yesterday and i was diagnosed with a throat infection. OMG!! i was like... wat the...!?!?! throat infection? since when? cos i dun have sore throat at all. oh well, i guess doc cant be wrong, can he? hmmmmmmm O.o
i now have plenty of pills - mostly, antibiotics to swallow. also, i cant eat anything cold, spicy and fried (doctor's ORDERS)
i guess medicine does affect ur entire body. after takin them, i feel sluggish. as if i cant do anything. feeling very lethargic for some reason. made me lose appetite last nite as well. i slept at 10pm last nite! *gosh* can u believe it?!?! *haha* sick ppl needs to rest well.
ok, question: does anyone like being force to do sumtin they dun like to do?
i guess NOT!! well, i mean, who does? i DUN.
it will make things ugly and ppl will feel miserable.
things mite even turn out to be a catastrophe and mite even end up awfully.
im not tryin to make it sound so bad, but, all im saying is, forcing sumone doin sumtin they dun like doin will end up like that.
in the first place, they dun even wanna do it. neva even crossed their mind for a second. so, y force them? y not leave it be? they are not obliged to do it and they have their rights to choose and make decisions for themselves.
im the type who doesnt like being forced or being told to do sumtin. the more u tell me not to do it, the more i'll try and do it (dependin on wat the matter is). am i rebellious?!?! am i a disobedient child??? hmmmm~ i wonder >.O
maybe its js my character. thats how i am. its not that i love to rebel but i love freedom. yeah~ i guess thats y. i dun like being tied down and restraining me from doin stuff. then again, i wun do dumb things that mite harm or damage a relationship. im not a child like i was b4. i guess thats wat i have learnt all these years, from fwens, from past rships, from everyone, from stories i've heard and bla bla bla~ put myself in others shoes~ and think from their point of view. u mite see more lucidly and broaden ur visions.
i was reading aids blog and i totally concur with his last statement. he wrote that it was about time to choose a path and walk down it. but, each time he thinks about it, he starts getting so...yawn...sleepy.....
*haha* im like that. i am so like that.
GEeeeez, thats my new year reso which i shd be sticking to. not the sleepy bit part *hehe*, but the TIME to CHOOSE and WALK. i will get to it! i promise! once im feeling betta and more conscious of wat im doin atm. the med is kickin into my brain every second.
funny thing happened last nite. my mobile rang and at the same time, my alarm rang too. so i pressed the pickup button but then, i wasnt sure if i stopped the alarm or i picked up the phone. i was js staring blankly at my mobile for merely 3 seconds and i heard "hello, hello, hello" *hahaha* only then i realise the phone was connected thru, and only then i replied HELLO!!
these days, i think my mind is unaware of current happenings and its processing time is delayed for few seconds. like the other day, the conversation btwn me and mummy.
M: im going to buy salty fish claypot chicken, u wan?
B: huh? ok. u buying salty fish??? where?
M: the one at PJ old town. the claypot one.
B: oh, u buyin salty fish?? wat salty fish? i tot they sell claypot chicken?
M: yes. claypot chicken with salty fish. remember?
B: yea yea. claypot chicken. but i dun wan salty fish. i wan only chicken. r u buying salty fish?
M: ok. i'll buy the chicken then.
B: i dun wan salty fish! i tot u gettin claypot chicken?
M: i AM gettin claypot chicken! i said that.
B: oh, chicken. yes yes. ok. i wan. i dun wan salty fish.
M: YES! no salty fish. im gettin only chicken.
B: i tot claypot chicken? u goin later? i wan claypot.
M: AIYA!!! claypot chicken ok!
B: *hahahaha* ok ok ok k k k k
mummy stepped out of my room feeling frus after askin me such a simple ques. few minutes later, she came in. . .
M: have u taken ur medicine?
B: yeah. y?
M: no wonder u blur blur. go SLEEP la!!!! u dunno wat ur talking about. u very blur! i'll wake u up for dinner.
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