:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

first of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! HAPPY 2007!!!! to kick off my new year's blog, some pics i took upclose from Genting Hotel (alot more, but js a few snaps to make my blog look fun *hehe*). hope 2007 will be a great start!!







look at 'monkeys' cheering for 2007!! *hahaha*

red alert, red alert!! craaaaaaaazy!! mad mad!!

h'ok. i celebrated my 2007 new year's with my family this year up in Genting Highlands. hmmm, the only year i didnt end up in a club, instead, i saw fireworks in M'sia~ *hoho* i spend 2 days up there. took the kids to play at the indoor themepark and the adults played at the other "THEMEPARK" too >.<

OMG!!! 2 nutty grown ups in 3D glasses on a motion master ride that SUCKED!!!

oh, b4 we head up, we brought the little rascals to the temple.

some fairies from above!?!?! la la la~

18 LAW HoN!

*awwwww* r u lost, my dear??

oritey. thats that for my pics. there's more but im lazy to post them up . i realise that i've been posting alot more than i've blogged. geeeeeeeeeeeez~
i haven been doin much lately. the fact that im still jobless and im suppose to be lookin for a job!! yea, i shall be doin it from this week onwards? *hehe* i have to!! YES!! that will be my goal to accomplish!! +.O

nothing interesting happening lately as well. recently, my fwens seem to be gettin into arguments with their better half and bla bla bla... shit happens, u know. and they've been telling me everything. in a way, listening to them complaining and gettin sad over their r/ship kinda makes me scared. i hate arguments!! but they always exist in every r/ship, no matter wat cos everyone has different opinions. well, fair enuff. its js couples who dun agree to certain things. the scariest thing is when a dispute turns real ugly!! thats when things will start to crumble and it mite or mite not go well. u cant predict wat will happen unless one is willing to sacrifice and give in or the other way round?

is being in love enough in a r/ship? it that all it takes, just LOVE?? is that all couples want? or do they want sumtin more? countless demands, numerous expectations, contradictory beliefs and many many more, but most importantly, TRUST!!
isnt it difficult to find sumone who is in love with u and thinks or wants the same thing as u do? and do u trust them? if so, how much!?!? to wat extent? so many queries hanging in my mind all of a sudden!!!
is ppl willing to change for the other? then again, y would they wanna change??? wat happen to the old time saying : yea, i love u so much that i accept u for who u are. u dun have to change. i love u being u.

or maybe all that is js a dream? all picked out from the romantic movie scripts? none of them are tru!?!? hmmmmmm~~ O.o

i've constantly believed that there is always somebody for someone. and i still stick to my belief. love is a beautiful thing. but wat i realise recently is that, being too much in love will turn to hate if the betta half does anything wrong. Love n Hate collides~, i guess. this is sooooooooo damn tru. been there, done that?!?! *haha*

and forgiving sumone? its good to forgive and forget rite? isnt that the saying!?!?! thats how it shd be, bla bla bla.. forgive and everything will be fine, rite??
wat if, WAT IF, u js cant forget? u can NEVA forget? its like a wound in ur heart that can neva be mended and that scar is js there forever, like a hole in ur heart. i guess that scar will live eternally in our lives until the time we decide that we shall let it go. but, the answer is when will that time be? so, WHEN??

it doesnt mean that we cant let it go. i mean, we've moved on with our lives but what's done is done. its BEEN done and its always been there. u js cant forget. so wat am i to do?
i wonder, will there be a phobia b4 gettin together with sumone else? will it be unfair to them? it seems that ur own fear has revolved to their disappointment. isnt that mean? its like, u've let sumone down. they are sad becos of u.

short story:
boy meets girl. boy likes girl. girl was hurt b4 and is afraid to let boy in or find it hard to trust again. relentlessly, boy still goes after girl for months. girl still deciding. girl decides and decides.. and yet, no answer. persistently, boy still goes out with girl.

i wonder wat the hell is this girl thinking!??! *haha* >.<
mayb shes afraid that things mite not work out well? afraid that they mite break up? afraid that they are 2 very different ppl n have nothing in common? afraid that he mite cheat on her? afraid he wun tell her things? fear that he mite not love her as much? fear that he will change in the future? fear that he mite not live up to her expectations? so many things to think about *sigh*

everyone has their problems, i guess. everyone has their doubts. BUT, y not give it a try?? u'll neva know wat will happen. things mite turn out well, dun ya think?

i suppose thinking too much sucks too!!! *haha* it mite lead u to nowhere, to a no conclusion-land!! O.o

rite aye.... a NO CONCLUSION LAND! *hahaha* am i seeing wat im writing? *haha*