Saturday, April 21, 2007

im currently watchin 'Grey's Anatomy' and i find it attention-grabing. hmmmmm, yes... thats wat i would categorize it as. some episodes are so distressing and some are absolutely hilarious. it just varies. its the things they say, the things they do and how each intern is so different from the other. everyone has totally dissimilar charateristics, which, makes them interesting and makes u think how can one be like her/him. their tag for the series "Operations, Temptations, Frustrations" is so appropriate!

i saw this epi last week and it was about this lady patient who had Spontaneous Orgasms!! and she wanted to operate on not to have them anymore, but of cos, u can still have orgasms when u wanna, just not ALL THE DAMN TIME. my reaction was "WAT!!! spontaneous orgasms????!?! *haha* WOW!!!!" and burst out laffing the whole nite cos its unbelievable *geeeez* it was like she started moaning every 30 minutes or so, and her feet clenches and goes 'uuuuuhhhh uuuhhhhhh' *hahaha* OMG!!! i must say, its a very entertaining episode.

i saw 2 movies last week. first one, 'Sentinel' and the other 'Catch & Release'. one was action, crime genre and the latter was comedy, romantic AND both equally SUCKED!! >.< omg! both were so damn predictable at the first few minutes. i reckon i could be a movie director *MUAHAHAHA* well, i heard from ppl that both were not too bad to catch, hence, saw it myself and *BLAH* waTEva!!!

does it matter much who u watch a movie with? i mean, if u like a person, clearly any movie u guys watch together seems fine. rite?? or wrong?? and if u dun really like that person or ur js fwens, it totally doesnt matter at all, rite?!?! or wrong again!?!? *hehe* orite. bottomline, everything u do with the person u like will be enjoyable, no matter wat u guys do. even a simple lunch or lying in bed staring at the fan or watching DVDs. it will seem boring but its ok. cos ur js spending time with him/her, cos u js wanna see him/her, cos u js wanna be with him/her. there! i bet im rite this time O.o

nways~ it was merely a thought. BUT, my thoughts will somehow develop into questions which i cant seem to answer myself.

i reckon that when one likes someone, there MUST be passion! the physically powerful connection between both of them must exist. its like the normal sparks that light up between a gal and a guy and *baM* the next thing u know, a strong infatuation appears and it mite or mite not last but ITS there. its the 'thing' where, u know, the kinda 'feeling' that makes u miss them when u wake up, b4 u head to bed or whenever ur doin wateva and also think about them day and nite. they js creeps up silently into ur head at a snap. just like that~ its as if they are planted into ur brain.

its bothersome at times cos u js miss them so much but u cant get to see them when u wanna. hmmmmmm O.+ well, i was chattin to a fwen the other day and i asked him a whole lot of questions:

y did u get marrited?
y r u guys on and off?
do u love her?
y break up then get back again?
how do u know if she is the one?
how can u tell is she is the one?
how SURE r u that she is the one?
arent u afraid?


he told me . . . "i dunno y i got married. i still dunno if i love her. nway, its not about love and its not about being the one. all those are mere guidelines. in reality, love and being the one is more like a long lifetime commitment to each other. whether ur willing to sacrifice, take risks, give in and spend the rest of ur life together. obviously there is love. but, i would say its more of commitment"

marriage? not even in my plans, wait, do i even have a plan? *haha* well, im js asking out of curiousity. i always JUST ask stuff for no reason.

i think it was Catch & Release that made me think. cos there was this part where Dennis, (best fwen housemate) of the dead guy (fiance) told her (Jennifer Garner) that he is not dating anyone cos he has been in love with this 'gal' for 6 years and he always tot that HE (fiance) was the better man so he didnt do anything. however, if she was his girlfwen, he WOULD HAVE NEVER EVER hurt her in any way. isnt that sweet?

6 years!!! can u imagine a guy liking u for 6 years and NOT doing anything? then comes up to u now and says that hes STILL in LOVE with u!?!?! *OMG* i would've be really touched but it still has to depend on whether there are sparks between the both of them. rite?? or wrong? *hehe* PASSION!!! this is WAT im talking about. Passion Passion Passion.

a guy tells u that hes loved u for 6-10 years. so wat? i guess it neva worked out b4, either that she doesnt like him, she doesnt know that he liked her or shes got a bf and he just cant be bothered to tell/ask. its the initiative. its the action! YES! the ACTION!! MEN!! where are the actions!?!? *hehe*

i understand that it takes alot of guts to tell a gal that they like her cos the fear of gettin gettin rejected is > > > *shattered* heart, broken heart, *Stabbed* heart? *hehe* O.o

all im saying, it is extremely touching that a guy/gal likes u for so long. i think both sexes like that. its sweet, aint it? but im sorry if they dun like u back. its totally not their fault! not anyone's. u cant blame F.E.E.L.I.N.G.S. its just there. it just comes and goes. it hurts, yea, it does BUT . . . wat can u do about it? i reckon, move on is the best thing? but how long does one take to forget is another issue. oh well~

this reminds me of Grey's Anatomy! *haha*

Grey was in love with Mr. McDreamy but they broke up cos he 'forgot' to tell her hes married!! she being depressed and all that, had few one nite stands BUT still cant get over him. then, this dude, George who has loved her ever since they met, confessed to her one nite and they had sex. she was CRYING while they were doing it *OMG* can u believe it!?!? it was really heartbreaking for both of them *gosh* i mean, yeah... sex is suppose to be pleasurable, satisfying and affectionate BUT.... wat the hell? she was crying while having sex. its such a turn off for the guy. not only that, i bet hes miserable and would feel like crap? come on. who would cry during sex unless ur js doing it for the sake of doin it or yea, u got raped???

ANYHOW~ here are some pics i'd like to share. my colleagues and i had secretaries' buffet lunch at 'Saloma Theatre' @ KL.


part 1: attack of the cam whoreeesss in d car!!

part 2: attack of the cam whoreeesss @ Saloma

*awwwwW* arent we ALL cute?!?! *haha*

lucky draw time & aint i Lucky or wat?!! it was a SPA gift~

: : lunch was not too bad tho, lasagne was yummy BUT dessert even scrumptious cos it was Häagen-Dazs : :

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

where is the love? (the love....the love)

bee.way said...

yea man! where IS D LOVE!! *hehe* gimme gimme... give it to me