:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

half of my colleagues came back from Amsterdam (company trip) on MOnday. they bought souveniers and stuff. i've got a nice coaster (windmill pic on it), but its in the office so i cant take a photo of it. nways, the more interesting thing i got, was a PENIS, which vibrates when u pull the string *HAHAHA* omg!! i cant believe he bought it for me.

i was chatting with him b4 he left and he asked if i wanted anything. i was like.... yeah, sure, y not??

B: wats interesting there?

P: dildo?

B: rite. sure! i dare u!! *hahaha* get me one then!

P: i dare. ok then. i'll get u one.

and here is my lovely 3 inch-vibrating-penis!! *HAHA*

actually, i dun have the mood to blog tonite. SO not into it. SO not there. NO inspiration. NO nothing. im like BLANK for the nite.

i was suppose to stay back in the office jus then:

J: Bee, can u stay back till like 11+ pm?

B: wat? 11?

J: yea. need help in the presentation tmr. have to print and all that.

B: (relunctantly) errr..... 11? yea... i think so. to print??

J: yes dear. to help us print. issit ok??

B: (guess he could tell from my face that i DUN WANNA STAY) O.o 11?? to print??

J: YES (gettin real impatient loooking as if hes gonna kill me soon) to print and stuff. if we're lucky enuff, we leave earlier, say around 9/10pm.

B: (rollin my eyes) yeah~ ok (finally agrees but still has the DAMN obvious relunctant face) guess i have to tell Adry i cant send her.

J: ok good. ok ok. aiyaaaaa.... i'll buy u dinner OK!!!

B: (*gosh* chill chill. PLEASE dun kill me now!! rolls my eyes again) *grins*

as usual, SHIT HAPPENS. then again, this time around, its GOOD SHIT! *haha* my company experienced a TOTAL BLACKOUT *hoho* wat are the odds man!?!?! the TNB said that they'll be sending their staffs to check on the faulty electrical stuff in like 2-3 hours *evil grin*

wat can everyone do at that moment but LEAVE the office and GO HOME. la la la~

so, today is the only day when SHit happens turned out to be good~ O.o

but b4 i left, Mr.J told me to come in early tmr morning to help. so yeah. wateva. thats orite with me nway. i js dun like staying late. i dun mind goin in early for work cos i wake up at weird hours. oh well.

HOME, i went.
DINNER, i ate.
SHOWER, i took.

relaxing time~

i was bummin around in my room, reading mags, chilling out and listening to music. came across this song:

Damien Rice - 9 Crimes

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what i do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And i've got no exuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If u dont shoot it how am i supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with u?

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what i do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It's the wrong time
but she's pulling me through
It's a small crime
And I've got no exuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If u dont shoot it how am i supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with u?

i recall that i was listening to it almost everyday when i first heard it. its still nice and slow. real emo. made me think quite abit back then. i reckon songs make u feel sad about everything depending on the mood ur in while ur listening to it *gosh* i remembered i even cried once just hearing the music and the lyrics. and YES~ thats how damn EMO i can get.

i am a vulnerable gal O.o

pls dun hurt me!!
pls dun confuse me!!
pls dun cheat on me!!
pls make me a happy gal!!
pls dun make me wonder!!
pls dun play a fool with me!!