:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

Wentworth Miller @ Michael Scofield!!! hmmmmm, isnt he hot??

after my intense rushing on Prison Break Season 1, im finally on season 2 atm. however, its not as thrilling as S1 tho. im not as excited as i was b4 cos S1 was how they were trying to break out and all that. hmmm~ oh well. still gonna watch it no matter wat.

i've been doin sum thinking after my fwen rang me up from Melbourne few days back. we chatted for few hours, mostly on rships and stuff. conversation started with 'so-called-korean-drama story' (but i think real life) where, this guy liked this gal but neva confessed cos she had a bf. then the guy left to another country for work and the gal kinda confessed to him online after few years.

happy/ sad ending?? according to the RATIONAL way of thinking, this love rship can NEVA work out cos RATIONALLY, the guy is overseas and the gal is still with her bf. so, how can this ever work out in the first place when both neva started or neva said anything?? *sigh* relationships!! grrrrrrrrrr!!

its like.. wat ppl always say:

You worry when you are attached IN a relationship, yet, you worry more when you are NOT IN one

u do realise its VERY tru, huh? *hehe* yea, i reckon IT IS!! O.o

AND, ppl who say that they neva put much thought into matters or they dun think alot, ARE usually the ones that THINK THE MOST!! WORRY the MOST!!
i've come to that conclusion myself. how smart of me, aye? *hah*

u'll neva know wats goin on. its like a blooody convoluted mechanism way up there tryin to work its way out. its all entwined with long and short coils that needs to be treated A.S.A.P b4 it makes u go craaaaazy and burst out!! *arghhhhh* +.o

its aggravating when u dunno wats goin on BUT u really wanna find out WAT is 'actually' goin on. its either ur afraid of finding out the truth or ur a wuss! its as simple as that. another reason would be ur fear in knowing the real truth and committing to it. then again, all boils down to being a wuss!

so many things to i wanna ask, so many things i wanna know, so many things i need to know!

*ARGH* not good not good~

this is pissing me off somehow, one way or another, at certain times when im thinking about it. then, i get all depressed and unhappy cos i mite end up bein alone in the neks 5 years. blooody hell!! all thanks to my stooooopid fwen, who claims himself as Dr.Phil (love doctor) says that he will be handing down the post of being the 'President' of the 'Lonely Club' to me *sigh* waT the hell!! oh nooooooo!! i dun wanna end up alonE!!! u nut!!! *grrrrrrr* im gonna kick ur ARSE when u come back from aussieland!! O.o *hehe*

fell in love with this song this week . . .

Fergie - Big Gals dun Cry

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

La Da Da Da Da Da

this pic sooooooooooo illustrates how im feelin atm~~~