:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

alooo aLoooo!! loook loook!! arent they adorable!??! omg!! i love them so muuuuuucH!!! I wanna pinch them~ *hehe* it was their first day at kiDDy skool and my bro took a pic b4 he left *gosh* my nephew with his fuNNy faces n all!! *tsk tsk* exactly like my bro~ :oP =like father, like son= LOL

i was pondering over 'myself' and my 'emO-ness'. how can one feel like that all of a sudden?? im sure there was sumtin that triggered that kinda feeling BUT, i seriously cant recall any sort of stuff that made me how i felt few days back.

i reckon there are moments where u just DONT feel like talking to anyone. its one of those days, u know, one of those so-call mood attacks. it so happened that my blooody emO ATTACKED me on Monday!! *hoho* GReeeeEat!! :o) and, when that happens, the "Moment of SiLence" crops up. DO NOT ask or 'try' asking me anything. i mite just snap! and i think i did. i really am SORRY about gettin pissed off over nuthing~

i blame those damn mood swings!! la la la la~ it wasnt me~ :oP

comes and goes like a gust of wind ~wheeeeEEeeee~

nways, thats not really a big problem, issit? cos it doesnt seem to bother me atm. so . . . . wateva~

secRet sQuirreL told me today that after reading my blog, he realised that i was innocent. well, more like naive. also, that i was not an arrogant person . . . DOH!! of cos im not~ otherwise, i dun think i have my fwens who love me rite now *haha*

thanxxxxx nway~ really appreciate it.

i AM still living in my dream world and i haven't snapped out of it yet. i wonder when will i grow up?!?! LOL!!
=.=

prolly, the way i act is totally different from the way i think. i guess ppl around me, especially fwens, havent really seen me gettin all depressed n miserable. thats how my skills of ACTING pays off *evil grin*

i tend to bottle up my feelings. i neva let it out. BUT, i think i should. in the end . . . u neva know, cos i mite just rupture like a burning volcano and melt to death by myself!! *bwaHahaha* ok. this is crap talk atm.

i dun like being a burden among my fwens.
i dun like ppl worrying too much about me.
i dun like to encumber other ppl's way.
i dun like to pester fwens about MY worries.

well, i guess thats just me. should i change or should i not? hmmmm~ hmmm~

*musings*musings*

[dum de dum]

*bUuuuuRp*

i still feel my damn lunch up till now!!! argggHhhhH!! bad bad digestive system *tsk tsk* its the Prosperity Burger & Twister Fries thats making me feeling like this~

oh noooooo!! ^(OO)^