:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

It was an inter-school competition and everyone was talking, walking and minding their business. As I enter the hallway, I saw a huge crowd preparing for their presentation. In fact, I have no idea what on earth the competition was about. Well, I didn’t really bother anyway, so I went looking for my friends who were busy preparing for their so-called presentation.

I saw a few ‘hi-bye’ friends as I walked by, so I just waved and smiled at them. It seems that I had trouble looking for my friends as it was an enormous gym hall filled with a massive mob of loud people. I tried calling their mobile but I can’t seem to get through.

Suddenly, I noticed someone waving at me, calling out my name somewhere behind the hall near a small black door. I couldn’t tell who it was but, I went anyway. As I was walking pass the long benches on my left, I caught a glimpse of him kissing some random girl I’ve never met before. I stood there dumbfounded.

I wanted to say something but I just couldn’t utter a single word from my mouth. All of a sudden, I was speechless. For that mere 15 seconds, I just stood there staring at them locking their tongues in each others mouth.

My heart just plummeted to the very bottom of a pit hole. What I felt at that very moment was beyond explanation of words. All I could feel at that instance was pure disappointment and sadness. I couldn’t take my eyes off them nor moving from that spot. Unconsciously, little droplets of tears started rolling down my cheeks. Despite that, I still could not blurt out what was on my mind and how I felt.

Surprisingly, they stopped and he gazed at me with his remorseful looking eyes. There was a slight connection between his eyes and mine at that point in time. However, none of us spoke up. I couldn’t even bring myself to have a decent chat either. How could I!?!?

Without further a due, I turned around wanting to run away from them without looking back. I don’t think I can handle the mortification. I tried to hold back from weeping like a little girl but I can’t. It came pouring down like a bucket of water.

As I moved away gradually, my heart departed from his. It felt as if I drowned in the big blue sea all alone. The bitterness of a broken heart is inconceivable. I, myself can’t decipher the meaning of sorrowfulness that is building up within me.

What should I do right now? What can I possibly say to him? What is going on in my mind? There are too many questions that have no answers. All I need this very second, is TO LEAVE. I can’t bear to see them together because it’s upsetting and, . . . . because . . . I love him.

~the end~

there u go. a short story that i cant help but blog it out. it was in my mind the whole damn day =.=