:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

i dunno how to express myself at this moment. all i can say is SHIT HAPPENS to me~

my car, well, not mine. ok fine. my Mum's car broke down last week. it completely died. thanks TO ME! its kinda mine now cos i've been drivin it everyday since i started work, but i neva seem to bother taking care of it. NOW, i HAVE to pay the price for NOT taking care of things. how smart of me *siGh*

apparently, the water was leaking and there was NO WATER. being ignorant about it, obviously the water LEAKED rite?? hence, *tOasted* the casket or sumtin like that? the smell was so damn strong that i cud fry 2 sunny side eggs on it. wow~ :O

sent to the workshop for repair. the fella called me up this morning and told me the price. turned out to be the GREATEST news ever heard in my entire life. HAH! NOT!

!@#$*% farking hell!!!

its gonna cost me a farking bomb!!! *siGh * siGh*

so, BEE WEI!!!
REMEMBER ur blardeee lesson learned ok!!
CHECK THE FARKING WATER ALL D TIME!!!

it doesnt seem like a good year to start with. after pickin up the call. i totally lost my mood.

i feel so fake in the office.
i suddenly feel like im in the PR dept.
i feel like im lying.
i really didnt feel like talking, smiling or doin anything else.

im still smiling.
im still chatting.
im still working.
im still here.

BUT . . .

nobody cud see.
nobody cud tell.
nobody will know.
nobody will ask.

= siLenCe =

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