its funny how im always associated with the above picture. well, prolly I AM how the image depicts me. i cant help it that im confused by this, by that, by him, by her, by stooopid ppl, by caring ppl, by everything, everyone, wateva n whenever. however, i am TRYING to be more ascertain with myself.i js need some time~ i will change if i can. well, that is if i actually find wat im suppose to do with my life. the prob with me now is i dun have a road to follow. i dun have a goal that im looking forward to.
i reckon its not so much about my career. im fine with that. obviously, im aiming for being promoted and doing betta in wat im doing.
im also a very flexible person as well. u tell me that we're headin the same way, i will follow unless i think otherwise, then i have nuthing to comment~ i realise that is how i reacted in the past r/ships. now now, lets not dwell too much in the past.
this reminds me of how chengy and i used to talk about stuff. all the 'FWB', 'light r/ships', 'not so serious' and 'boys boys boys' *hahaha* those were the days. i wonder how shes doin atm? i hope shes orite. i've been so busy that i din really get 2 chat wit her on MSN everytime she msg me. suddenly js tot about her. random random me again.
a very big Thank You to those who cared and were concerned about me for the past few days *hugs hugs* i was feeling like shit for the past week. its all in the blog and yes, i hope for the betta this week :O)
i think i blew up on saturday and i got really pissed, so off i went to drink and not care about anything around me. like how squirrel says: DRINK UP & BE MERRY!! ITS A CELEBRATION BITCHES!!! ^o^
maybe it wasnt anybody's fault but myself so . . . im sorry and i apologise if i said any mean things to anyone ( i think only one who called me b4 & after) *oooops* it was all the mood talk and not me. i didnt mean to make u worry as well. thanks nway.
and poomela was being a joker the whole nite. she was laffin n laffin and i js laffed with her. i duno wat we were laffin about tho. oh wait, i think it was her big fwen. AHA! it was her big fwen that we were laffin about *hahaha* her big fwen is a very funny guy and sorry, i dun rem his name +.+
she was js listening to me crappin n crappin the whole nite. TQ so much! i love my sayaaaaaang~ oh oh , my long lost best fwen was there too but i dun think she knew wat happened, BUT she was just huggin me the whole damn nite tellin me how much she loved me. i returned me 'love' to her by huggin n kissin her back. i DUNNO wat was goin on so . . . XOXO is good reaction.
i wud say problems were solved that nite. there n then. all good for now.
blame the misunderstanding and miscommunication with PP!!!! *grrrrrrrrrrrrr*
conclusion, boys are stoooopid *evil grin*
i hate-d boys that nite!! *hehe*
i tot all boys were crap and i din wanna talk about them.
~la la la la~
but muaXXXxxx muaaaXxxxxx . . . (its u, if u dunno its u, im tellin u its U!!!)
*lol*
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