:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

it has been quite some time since i last 'emo' blogged. nway, i dun think i have anything to EMO about atm.

i had a college reunion last week and i met my long lost Thai fwen.
story: he was actually workin in Bangkok but the days when i was in college, he was based in KL. therefore, we started hanging out and all that.

truth is . . . i totally dun remember who met him and how we all started hanging out. basically, all i remembered was that we all started having parties at his service apartment, clubbing every damn week at Poppy, having dinner, gambling n hang out sessions almost every week.

he went back to Thailand 3 years ago and last week was the first time we met AGAIN. i was truly happy to meet him again and also surprised by our conversation.

J: its been so long, bee wei.

B: i know!!! 3 years?!?!?

J: yes!! exactly!! 3 YEARS!!! so good to see you all. look at you.

B: *smiles*

J: you look different.

B: different? how?? im still me.

J: you're not that 'la la la' anymore.

B: HAHAHAHA. wat? hmmm . . . wat u mean?? how was i 'la la la'(i was thinking. crap! was i really that dazed back in college)??

J: yes. really. you look more mature now compared to before.

B: i certainly hope so. its been 3 years :O)

that made me think.
was i ever different 3 years ago from how i currently am now??
*hah*

i really wonder!!
but, in a way, i am. well, MINUS the conpius n lost sections . . . i reckon:
i am different in the way i think n the way i do things.

however, SOME things will always stay the same (tryin TO change tho)

i STILL dun plan.
i STILL dun initiate.
i STILL dun talk much.
i STILL club.
i STILL love chocolate n ice cream.
i STILL am lazy.
i STILL am lost n conpius.
i STILL am BLUR.
i STILL am BROKE again!! (damn! spend abit over tis month @#%*)
i STILL shop when im STILL broke!! *omg*

dum de dum~

*sigh*

there are many things that i feel like bloggin about but i js cant recall. i have alot on my mind but, for the love of god, my mind is like a total blank now.

*darn*

maybe age is catchin up.
wat the hell am i doin with my life at 25 this year?!?!

when one at my age has a damn rich family, married to a damn rich hubby as well, which then makes them both FREAKING RICH (bloooody trust fund babies), who owns a house, owns a car, higher post than ME, baby planning, business planning, travelling to places and bla bla bla, so on and so forth . . .

then it made me think again.

WAT THE HELL AM I doin at 25?!!?

*sigh*