:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

"Quick to judge"

"Assume things"

"Jump into conclusions"

thats usually whats goin on in my mind when i see or hear sumtin that catches me by surprise.

in another person's point of view. their rationale theory would be:

"Don't be too quick to judge"

"Don't assume things"

"Don't jump into conclusions"

im sure there is a reason to everything. if there wasnt, then there wouldnt be an explanation in the first place.

however, after clarifying, it all still depends on whether it is solid enough to actually believe what was being explained. correct me if im wrong here? or issit only me who thinks like that? prolly so . . . cos i do believe that there might be subliminal messages hidden with it or in between those lines.

i reckon, in my defense, i just dun wanna know. thats y i dun ask and i keep quiet, as if i didnt see it or hear it.
i know, i know! im in denial all the damn time.

its either that im afraid to know and i fear that the explanation would lead to sumtin i really DUN wanna hear. sum groundbreaking news that mite hurt me or sum lame cover story that breaks my heart.

maybe i think too much.
maybe im tryin to protect myself.
maybe im not opening up.

deep down inside, somewhere, there is always a teeny weeny negative side of me that takes over the positive side. duno how that happens even when i think that im the most happy go lucky person in the world.

then again, i mite be wrong.
prolly i didnt realise that i have actually changed after all these years.
my thinking, my mindset, my rationale, my judgement, my everything.
i grew up??

O.o

wow.....

really? *snuffs*

good nite!