seriously, time passes by like a gust of wind.
i tot i just settled my October CC bill not long ago and yesterday, i received ANOTHER bill. well, obviously its for last month. and every damn month is almost half my salary!!! well, sometimes it'll come up to nearly full salary, but hardly. happened only 3 times in my working life.
#$@%!%
damn it!!
blardeeee hell!!
this is never ending.
this will go on forever till i die cos thats when i will actually STOP SPENDING.
omg!!
the scariest part is that i dun realise wat i swipe it on.
when the bill comes, only then i realise . . . "OH BLARDEE HELL"
so, that was wat i spent on - shoes, clothes, warehouse sale (killer), etc.
*sigh*
i haven really saved enuff to pay off Oct and yet, here i am, spending AGAIN, trying to pay off my recent bill.
may i ask, how does that actually help?
im suppose to be saving up, but, instead im spending more.
*Arggggh*
so angry at myself. so pissed at me not being determined. damn!!
y cant i resist from temptation!?!?
y cant i refrain myself from SALES?!!?
y cant i withhold my cash!??!
and yet, here i am, complainin about shit and not even tryin.
CORRECTION: dun EVEN BOTHER tryin.
u stoooooopid gal u!!!
where is my effort?
where is my perseverance?
STOP COMPLANING and start working on it!
on top of all that, i got a police summon.
Fark man!!!
seriously, of all the damn sundays in the year, they had to come out last week and write me a note. how lovely of them to think of my car, huh? i reckon they js miss me or they are OUT to get me. farking idiots!!!
i park by the yellow line all the damn time on every sunday when im there.
i park by the yellow line cos its a blooody SUNDAY!!!
*grrrrrrrr*
oh well. prolly times are bad.
even cops are out to fish for cash.
fark!
im just being pissy and i just wanna curse them all.
im being angry cos i want to. NO! not havin PMS.
oh wateva.
just fark them all!!!
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