OH MY GOD!!!!

how CUTE is this thing!?!?!?

*arggggggHhhhhhh*

i love it!!
i love it!!
i love it!!
i love it!!
i love it!!

well, i have a thing for penguins. i actually have been eye-ing on this adorable huge penguin for the past few months. its so damn cute!!!! :O)
when i look at it, i will smile!! *hehe*

and when i pass it, i will surely touch it.

hmmmmm....

~awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww~

ookies. i shd be waking up now.

tsk tsk!!

it has been quite some time since i last 'emo' blogged. nway, i dun think i have anything to EMO about atm.

i had a college reunion last week and i met my long lost Thai fwen.
story: he was actually workin in Bangkok but the days when i was in college, he was based in KL. therefore, we started hanging out and all that.

truth is . . . i totally dun remember who met him and how we all started hanging out. basically, all i remembered was that we all started having parties at his service apartment, clubbing every damn week at Poppy, having dinner, gambling n hang out sessions almost every week.

he went back to Thailand 3 years ago and last week was the first time we met AGAIN. i was truly happy to meet him again and also surprised by our conversation.

J: its been so long, bee wei.

B: i know!!! 3 years?!?!?

J: yes!! exactly!! 3 YEARS!!! so good to see you all. look at you.

B: *smiles*

J: you look different.

B: different? how?? im still me.

J: you're not that 'la la la' anymore.

B: HAHAHAHA. wat? hmmm . . . wat u mean?? how was i 'la la la'(i was thinking. crap! was i really that dazed back in college)??

J: yes. really. you look more mature now compared to before.

B: i certainly hope so. its been 3 years :O)

that made me think.
was i ever different 3 years ago from how i currently am now??
*hah*

i really wonder!!
but, in a way, i am. well, MINUS the conpius n lost sections . . . i reckon:
i am different in the way i think n the way i do things.

however, SOME things will always stay the same (tryin TO change tho)

i STILL dun plan.
i STILL dun initiate.
i STILL dun talk much.
i STILL club.
i STILL love chocolate n ice cream.
i STILL am lazy.
i STILL am lost n conpius.
i STILL am BLUR.
i STILL am BROKE again!! (damn! spend abit over tis month @#%*)
i STILL shop when im STILL broke!! *omg*

dum de dum~

*sigh*

there are many things that i feel like bloggin about but i js cant recall. i have alot on my mind but, for the love of god, my mind is like a total blank now.

*darn*

maybe age is catchin up.
wat the hell am i doin with my life at 25 this year?!?!

when one at my age has a damn rich family, married to a damn rich hubby as well, which then makes them both FREAKING RICH (bloooody trust fund babies), who owns a house, owns a car, higher post than ME, baby planning, business planning, travelling to places and bla bla bla, so on and so forth . . .

then it made me think again.

WAT THE HELL AM I doin at 25?!!?

*sigh*

first of all, THANK YOU ALL so much for makin my birthday!!!

THANK YOU my dear poo poos.
THANK YOU my poo poo's boys.
THANK YOU my dear PP.
THANK YOU my dear babes.

oritey, quick n brief update cos too lazy to actually blog about everything:

1. SURPRISE POOL CANDLE LIGHTING STAIRS with muffins n donuts

2. Birthday dinner @ SOUL'ED OUT (made me wear cute Mickey hat)

3. VELVET SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE

well, i have lotsa pics taken but they are all with someone, sumwhere!!! yet to pass them over, but i think all too damn busy to be bothered. oh well.

prezzies part:

1. WAREHOUSE purple dress

2. MNG handbag

3. 'NO BRAND' yellow skirt

4. ANNA SUI Secret Wish

5. L'OCCITANE Rose

6. HELLO KITTY plush toy + Limited Edition stamp with coins

7. TOPSHOP funky earrings

8. CK in 2 U travel EDT

i feel so lucky!!! really, i do!!!!

THANK YOU ALL VERY VERY MUCH for caring and loving and sharing and gossiping and listening and being there and everything!!! * XOXO *
(u know who u r if u guys r reading)

i shall speak about my ongoings in life now.

nothing much has been happening lately cos i think i've been busy with work, with food, with WIPs, with TVB and last but not least, with my dear ol' GOSSIP GIRL!!!!!! *haha*

i know most ppl dun like it. apparently, Gossip Girl is just another OC. rich kids and all that. i read a review from www.imdb.com and see wat they commented.

" the show: amazingly deprived of brains, cat with a plethora of dead-eyes, model-types and has all the attraction of... well the title says it all doesn't it? Now, really... Who would want to watch a show called "Gossip Girl"."

on the contrary . . . personally . . .

now, really, wat do i love about this tv series?

i absolutely love the lifestyle of the wealthy New York's Upper East siders, the connections they have, the never ending dramatic love lives, the going to prep school and fancy parties with their rich parents, the gorgeous cast, the scandals, the gossips and of cos, XOXO!!! *haha*

deep down inside of me, i do enjoy scandals n gossips. i dun seem like that kinda person physically but, i am!! *bee-weird-syndrome*

nways, that is that.

that was wat i did for the past few weeks. RAYA holidays!!!! wat else is there to do!?!?!!? *haha*

~tooooOooodLes~

*runs*