:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

i have so many random thoughts like every damn second of the day. lets see, shall we recap my good ol' Monday? :O)

i woke up real early this morning cos i couldnt really sleep last nite. i got an SMS yesterday asking me to go in and finish up the deck, which i tot was abit too late, so i figured :

y not go in real early Monday morning to finish it up?
y cant she do it?
y didnt anybody inform me that i had to do it?
wat if i didnt wanna do it?
wat will they think of me?
who was suppose to do it?
i dun mind doing it, but y so last minute?
wat will happen?
will they think im lazy?
wat if they think that i dun care about work?

Nways, i parked my car at the usual parking lot and started walking towards the office.

y is that dude lookin at me?
can i not park here?
omg! y is he standing there?
am i gonna get robbed?
where is my pepper spray?
maybe i shd come in early everyday cos there is no sun?
shd i choose between my sleeping hours and sun-less mornings?
y is he polluting the air early morning?
can u walk any SLOWER!?!?

im in the office and i start my daily stuff - check mails, do this, do that, make milo, make tea, check mail, do that and this again.

y isnt he picking up the phone?
is he not in yet?
should i go on a holiday again?
are they ok with the brand plans?
will there be more OT and B/S sessions?
can i eat this sandwich?
is she talking about me?
should i make milo or tea?
am i doing this right?
y is the bloody internet so damn slow?
y is MSN so farked up?
am i hungry?
wat are they saying about me?
wait, are they talking about me?
y u asking me to do this?
wat time will u be back?
should i eat the chocolate?
should i offer her?
i think im goin home late tonite?
am i hungry?
wat time are we meeting up?
should i send this out?

as i finished with work, i headed home. i tot i could js chill out and not get annoyed BUT . . . NO!!! i dun understand y a calm conversation can turn into an irritating one.

B: so, when is aunty coming?

M: this Wednesday nite. maybe send her off on Thursday.

B: WAT? so soon? y so soon? i tot u guys wanna take blood test this weekend?

M: yeah. we'll take this Thursday and then we'll head off to SG.

B: huh? i tot u guys wanna wait for me to do blood test. i cant do Thursday. when u planning to go SG?

M: aiya! i duno. y u wanna know? then we wait for u. we'll go do this Saturday.

B: yea sure. but when u wanna go SG? wat was ur initial plan?

M: AIYA!!! Y U ASK SO MUCH?? Y U BOTHER WHEN WE'RE GOIN?!?!?!

B: (WTF) wat u mean y i ask so much? i just wanna know wats the plan. can i not know!??!

M: Y U BOTHER SO MUCH? I TOLD U THAT WE WAIT FOR U TO DO IT.

B: FINE THEN!!! WATEVA!!! I WAS JUST ASKING!!! FINE!! I WUN ASK THEN!! (wtf wtf wtf)

seriously, i dun farking get it? wat the hell did i say? i just merely asked wat were their initial plans cos i dun wanna delay them from goin to SG because of me. i dun mind taking the blood test myself. i dun mind going there myself. im not a kid! i was just asking, IN CASE they were delaying their freaking trip cos of me!!!

well then, I GUESS NOT!!!!

y would she say that?
y cant she just reply nicely?
wats wrong with me asking?
y cant i ask?
y cant i know?
wassup with her?
wat is her problem?

i shall just let it be and cool down. go take a shower and refresh myself. that would do it for the nite. i just cant be bothered to talk to her again. i dun wanna end up screaming and being the rude unfilial child.
oooookies. wateva!

* argh * grrrrrrr *

then again, i shd go online, vent out my blardeeee anger and check out some stuff.

so, where shd i head to?
y arent there cheap packages?
where is this place?
y cant i be richer so i dun have to worry about money?
y isnt there a morning flight?
wat package is this?
when is MATTA fair?
where should i really go?
i wonder who will have contacts on cheaper packages?
should i really do LASIK?
i think i shdnt go and i shd save?
should i eat the chocolate?
y cant things be free and CHEAPER??
y so expensive?
damn! y cant she reply nicely!?!??!?!

i shall hit the sack and dream about nice things and wake up hoping that it will be a lovely day ahead of me!

>.<