:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

when tears roll down, do u ever wonder if they're jolly tears or hurtful tears?

lets js say that u were sitting there and ur eyes built up with tears.
ur heart hurts for that very 2 minutes while u were sitting down, but u duno wat caused it. all u knew was that it hurts and u didnt know the reason.

ever wonder why?

maybe after days and weeks of careful analysis, u prolly mite know but then, how sure could u be cos there mite be plenty of other factors that contributed to that very 2 minutes of that very moment. am i rite? ;O)

nway. change topic. i finally downloaded this song and watched the MTV and boy, it made me tear on a Saturday afternoon. i felt her feelings from the bottom of my heart. my goodness!! it really touched me and i felt sad for her losing the one she loved so bad *sigh* well, good MTV i suppose!

Katy Perry - Thinking of you

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth, Oh...
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes

Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay.....

random thought now.

how would u feel when ppl accuse u of sumtin that u neva did?
or sumtin that u neva intended to do?
or sumtin that u neva even planned or thought about doing?

i feel that being accused is really torturing cos it hurts when the other does not believe in u. it makes u think that all these while, there was never really a strong connection between 2 person or a team or wateva situation ur in.

when it keeps repeating itself over n over again, u just duno wat to say anymore. u duno wat else u can do. u duno what else u WANNA do. u just tend to give up, i guess. even more so, u prolly js drift apart further away from each other cos u cant take anymore of that drama replaying itself all the damn time. rite?

its like . . . broken strings. that song. i'll share it nex time.

i think i'll nap now.