:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

fark it all. rite. u heard me! fark it all.
i give up. really. everything. i wanna give it all up!

watevaaaa . . .

channeling it to sumtin else. think happy things.

1. Mobile phone: Sony Ericsson T707
2. White heels
3. Black heels : just HAD to buy
4. Working bag of any brand :Charles n Keith 4 Xmas!!
5. Gucci sunglasses : Marc by Marc Jacobs
6. DELL Inspiron 14 : Acer Aspire 7735Z
7. Coach sling bag
8. LV Monogram Denim
9. Omega

yes! i have purchased some and totally taking some off the list. well, i love my sunnies and i love my phone and i love my heels!! :)

my mistake was falling in love with the many blings and its totally way off my budget when he told me the retail price. my jaw dropped, like, literally dropped.
nways, i bought what i needed and those that are not on the prority list can wait for later on when i have enuff money to own them.

ahhhh . . .

and then, i was js thinking over the weekend. how the circle of life really happens. maybe its not really THE circle of life but more like, the cycle of human life. its one of those moments when u blank out and ur mind takes u back in time . . . ur past which reminds u of sumtin so memorable. yeah, its somewhat like blast from the past kinda thing.

remember how they take u to the movies when u were young, innocent and u duno wat the hell was happening around u.

remember how they tell u not to speak out loud while watchin movies cos u might disturb the family next to u.

remember how they buy u food and make u eat cos they are afraid u mite get hungry and thirsty thru out the movie.

remember how they explain the movie to u so patiently when u kept asking them like 10,000 freaking times.

remember how they cared and asked if u needed to go washroom before the movie cos they are afraid u cannot hold it.

so damn many things that they have done for u and not only about bringing u to the movies but ur whole damn life. next question, wat have u given them in return?

all they asked for is just ur slight patience and company!!

when all u do is come home, eat and sit in front of ur damn PC the whole nite.
when all u do is come home, eat and getting ready to go out.
when all u do is come home, eat, shit and sleep.
when all u do is come home, eat and stay in ur room FOREVER.

*sigh* (and i tot i wun b emo)

y? y cant u do abit more?
y? y cant u show abit more?
y? y cant u bother?

argh!!! im trying to write about sumtin else, yet, im still going back to where i started.

omg. oh dear god.

nvm. im leaving it.

good nite!