Friday, January 22, 2010

hello people out there, whoever is reading this . . .
well, its been awhile and yea, i've been MIA for like weeks all the time, every month. i tried to make it a point to blog about happy, sad, angry or emo stuff but it seems tat im unable to deliver those contents.
*gee* and i wonder why.

i look back at my past year blogs, they are mostly super emo or super angry.
wat ever happen to the happy-go-lucky me!?!?
wat ever happen to yaaay! la la la la!?!?

the thing is, y wud ppl wanna read about ur emo stuff?
y wud they wanna know more about ur ramblings and anger?
y wud they bother findin out if ur depressed? (im not saying im depressed here)

the more they read about it, the more they get bored cos everytime and everything u vent about is the same thing nway. so, wats the point?
ppl get bored. ppl grow out of things. ppl MOVE on.

moving on . . .

when u think sumone knows u so well, but, in the end, they made a statement, u realise that they really dun. then again, i dun blame them for not knowing me. i guess i neva really did my part in communicating about it, neva shared about it, neva wanting to tell about it.

nevertheless, does it occur to them that i just dun feel like talking about it? i mean, its over. there is nothing to talk about. i wanna keep it to myself. seriously, i dun mind cos i feel like there is nothing to talk about.
like i sed, ppl move on. so yeah, i am moving on. wats the point in dwelling about the past.

its called 'the past' for a reason, so obviously, there is absolutely nothing to talk about cos its OVER. y wud ppl go back to the past, ask and judge about it?
maybe they had instincts and so wat if they were true about it. i dun care anymore. wateeeeva!! if i did care, i wud've done something about it rite?!?!

oh nvm. i dun even know y im talking about tis when its over and in the past. see, now i've lost track and im talkling nonsense.

ever had thoughts hanging around ur head all the time. spinnin round n round and it doesnt stop at all. does that bother u? or does it just lingers and disappear in time without talking about it?

oritey. time to sleep cos i am super duper tired and my freaking neck aches!! damn it! i need a massage desperately!!

*tooodles*

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