:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

saw this tweet last nite and it made me think:

'I have no problems figuring out HOW i feel.
But figuring WHY i feel the way i feel, is another story all together.'

how tru this is. how very very tru~

aren't we all confused boys and girls??

*hehe*

so, lets apply this to my current situation.

i can figure out HOW i feel.

i can figure WHY i feel this way.

but, figuring out WHY i feel the way i feel atm is NOT a different story at all.

its been the same all the while, all this time, all along.
well, i realised NOTHING has changed, NOTHING ever changes.
everything remains the same, this that, there here.

oh well. im not making sense but only I know wat the hell im on about.
i get myself cos all these thoughts are in my head floating about.

i think they are tormenting me . . .

deciding whether to let me go or not?
to stay on and bug me for the next few weeks or so?
making me feel sumtin that i neva did?

oh boy~ and i wonder why.

then again, its all in the M.I.N.D and unfortunately, im the owner of it.
somehow,
being the owner does not mean that u can control wat u wanna think
and
wat u wanna forget.

*sigh*

good riddance world!