:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

a familiar feeling paid me a visit.
im very sure that i felt this way not long ago and its back to haunt me. i wonder why?

i tot i made u disappear.
i tot i left u long time ago.
i tot i kept u away from me.
i tot i made it clear . . . maybe not?

well, i guess it does come back once in a while to juggle ur mind, to make u reminisce certain memories. guess im being emo again. wish i can just not go back there again. damn it! nway~ been listening to this excellent song:

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

the most peculiar and scary thing is that it will creep up on u when it is most unexpected.
oh dear me~

ok. nites!

*sigh*