first of all, Happy New Year!!
last year has been hell for me, well, thank god, i survived. there was a river of emotions going up and down since the beginning and towards the ending *sigh* OK!! i will WELCOME 2011 with arms wide open.
this year will be better, filled with more happiness and many many enjoyable things *fingers crossed*
damnit!! im already feeling emo now that im bloggin about this . . . aaarghhh~
memories tend to creep in all the time and i cant help it. think i shd change topic.
so, how he can be there all these while and you never noticed or you're too busy with your own life that you don't even realize he was there. just that, sometimes, its bad timing and the insecurities. there were instances where 2 person truly fancied each other so much, however, nothing happened. ain't that strange?
been there, felt that, hmm . . . ??
i blame it on timing. i blame it on the people involved. i blame it on the universe.
then again, i reckon there wasn't enough connection that could pull those 2 love birds together even if they wanted to give it a go. there was a lack of bond between them, hence, feelings disappeared. somehow, it was mutual. there was definitely something there, but, too bad. shit happens. if you're not meant to be, you're not.
ok. back to my question. he was there all the while, but you just never noticed him . . .
thing is, everyone is so caught up with their busy lifestyle and current relationships, there is absolutely no time to actually notice ur surroundings and the ones around you.
now, i dun believe in the destiny / fate bullshit, but i do believe that everything happens for a reason. therefore, it was the perfect timing for them to begin something beautiful since both paths crossed before. it was a choice they decided to make and to take a step forward very slowly.
problem lies where she is not afraid to love but she is afraid to trust. she just needs guidance to find 'her' way back into love. the thing is, it was never easy to gain that trust back again when it was broken long time ago. the 'fear' of it being broken again is incomprehensible.
eventually,
the winter tree will turn green and flowers will blossom once again.
*fingers crossed*
^__________^
ok.
bye.
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