people let u down at times and you ask yourselves, why does this always happen? well, isn't it obvious? . . . because . . . we are all humans and nobody is perfect.
the only way to not feel disappointed and upset is to have no expectations, like i always say. then again, does that really help or is that just another wall that you're building?
let's just say, even if it was the slightest expectation and it was not met, I'm sure it will definitely bother you in someway. so, how do you solve that problem? to have no expectations at all? to not feel anything so that it wouldn't hurt you? to control your emotions to not needing them?
things will turn out of control and you will feel frustrated. eventually, you just feel like giving up. who will then save you from drowning? who will then pull you out from the darkness? who will then stay with you till the end?
but, has it ever crossed your mind, that it was probably your own actions and behavior that led you to where you are? that brought you deeper into that black hole you created?
hmmm, i guess, there is something to reflect on tonight.
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