just wondering about how would ppl think when u tell them that u neva read or u dun read. well, as for me, i think ppl would think that ur dumb. i asked my fwen the other nite and he told me that he would think that they are boring and unknowledgeable. fair enuff, dun u think?? yea, i guess. its normal to think that way. hmmm, just a point to note here tho, its not that i dun read. i do read sometimes. it just depends. i need to find a book that really captures my attention. not just any thriller or mystery books, i need those that would make me delve into them and crave for them night and day *haha* im speaking as tho im talking about food. oh boy~ but, its just that kinda feeling. oh well...woteva. then again, i think ppl think im dumb and lost!! *grrrrrrrr*
upside was.... my fwen said that altho he knew tat i dun read at all....im sooooo NOT boring and dumb at all. was he just sayin it?? huh?? aidan??? LOL!!! but thanks nway. he added that i AM LOST! *haha*
its gettin cold these days down under. brrrrr....brrrrr...... >.< yupyup. the past few days were really nice. great weather in fact. went to Coogee Beach the other day and it was really an enjoyin noon for me. the beach was great....the sound of the waves...the serenity i felt....the company. its the environment. everything seemed right and pleasant. i love the beach tho. just sitting there....silently.....listening to the waves hittin the rocks. its the peacefulness i hear. i just sat on the rock and stared at it. not talking.... nothing to think about....just listening..... thats it~ hmmmm~ +.O but but, today....was drizzling abit. cold...glooomy.....not nice not nice.
seen quite a few movies lately. mostly...old and new. cant be bothered to talk about them tho. lost my commentary part of me today! *hehe* naaa~ just dun feel like going bla-bla-bla about movies.
oh and .... wots with the ping pong ball eyes btw?? LOL!!! i wonder who tagged that?? hmmmmm O.O
and a thing about myself. im not sure if i know myself that well tho. i used to think that i knew myself well. but....now....im.....hmmmm??? huh??? its when ur fwens point out ur habits and ur doings, then u realise that.... OH!! im like that? i do that?? OH!! >.< u see, u just dun realise wot u do sometimes. no?? well, at least i know it now. there are things that i dun do and that might just piss or frus ppl out. there are things that i neva try to do and that pisses ppl off too, i guess. so yeah...be sure of myself!! yes yes~ then try to change me? o.O *hehe* good good~ i think it might affect part of my life tho, but, in a good way, i suppose. so yeah...y not?
i saw an episode of Desperate Housewives last week and there was this quote which i just happen to remember. one of them...i think Gabrielle.... said she just wants to be happy with her life. then the priest replied her with 'thats an answer of a selfish child'. hmmm....i duno wot to think suddenly. not sure if i would agree to it onot. cos i duno *haha* cos i always say that. DAMN!!! >.< so im selfish?? uh-oh...Oh no~~ then again, her situation was she had an affair and she didnt wanna admit it. but.....for me, yeah..i had an affair too!! *mUAHAHAHAHHA* +.O
craaaaazy!! me, generally, i just wanna be happy. thats all. so....im selfish?? i dun think so! its not like...i had an affair or i keep secrets from someone that might hurt them later on. nothing like that. im just a simple-no-secrets-kept-from-ppl ping pong eyed gal! *hahahaha* yea..and im nutS!! LOL!!
plus, im sure if i have secrets or things that might hurt other ppl, i cant live my life so..... la-la about it. u know wot i mean? like...so slumber. so carefree and all that. nothing to worry about. ok. maybe there are things to be worried about but no biggie tho.
wot i meant was, my life would be filled with guilt. yea....guilt. how can one live with guilt?? ur life is filled with undisclosed sinister information *hahaha* ok......im makin it sound so awful. forget it. lest drop this! *hehe* i might get hunted down and assasinated *hush*hush*
oh and i finally got myself a book again from Sophie Kinsella. yay!!! i've been wanting to get hold of that when i was back in KL but i neva got to it. cos i read Can you Keep a Secret? and i loved it *hehe* yupyup....and im pretty sure that i'll enjoy this as well. its her first book called 'The Secret Dreamworld of a Shopaholic' and i bet stacey would wanna read it too. oh boy~ shes gonna bug me for it when i get back *haha* and yeah..i think i like all these kinda books. chick flick bookS! aha!! typical girly predictable kinda story, i guess. shopping, career, dates, sex, holidays and ex's??
oh well.
the time has come.....
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