finally, my internet is not stuffed up atm. so i guess i can blog in peace for now *hehe* im feeling tired actually but i just dun feel like sleeping yet. i dunno why. i feel like my days are gonna pass by so damn quick that i will have to leave soon *sigh* i dun wanna waste time just sleeping away, but but, then again, if i sleep late tonite, i might wake up at like......noon tmr?? *haha*
tonite was good. i had a great nite. prolly me last nite with my fwens here *sigh* they threw me a 'farewell party'. we had steamboat at aidan's pad which ended up with an appetizing dessert, GELATO CAKE!!! ^(OO)^ yummmmy!! omg omg......it was sooooo sweet. the cake said "BEE BACK SOON,BEE" awwwwwwwwwww *sniffles*sniffles* i got a bye-bye card too *sigh*sigh* all good things come to an end, i guess. why?? tsk tsk~ i was so happy and touched. good peeps i've got huh? *hehe* love them all.
things change, people change, environment change.......... so on and so forth.
time,time,time. it just comes and goes. they pass by real fast. damnit!! grrrrr~ *hehe* oh well. too bad u cant turn back time. well, i wished i could. i was thinking about it few nites ago. i really wished i could turn back time and did things that i should've done or shouldn't have done. win lottery maybe?? LOL!! >.< yeah.....i guess i should just face the consequences now, like wot chengy said. its wot i did, so face it. no use worrying about it now. cant chance anything. future....hard to tell. no one can.
and ppl cant live in fairy tales. we live in REALITY man!! DOH!!
*sigh* then again, i've always wanna live the fairytale kinda story. who doesnt? im a gal!! of cos i wanna *hehe* those love stories especially. those where 2 ppl are meant to be together but then they get separated due to certain circumstances, but, in the end, no matter what happens, no matter when, they end up together cos they still like each other. ahhhhhhhhh~ isnt that sweet? u reckon? *hehe* i think so. fat chance its ever gonna happen to me cos my life is no blooooody romantic MOVIE man~ +.O yeah~ thats rite!! oh well. all i can say is SHIT happens!! *hah*
i also realise that there are little habits of mine that i should lose, e.g: stop asking ppl recurring questions about whether they are sure about sumtin when they are REALLY freaking sure!! *hehe* oh, well, of cos there are some little things that i should pick up as well, e.g: always ask FIRST before even ASSUMING things!!
and and, should always try to EXPRESS urself with passion, if possible!! *gosh*hehe* yupyup. things i should change. make myself do it. DO IT! do IT!! *LoL* +.O
oh well. i also wish i had a teleport door *hahaha* just go wherever i wanna go whenever i wanna go. wouldnt that be good? like, lets say, i was back in KL, and i just wanna meet up a fwen in Syd. all i have to do is just mention the place i wanna go and *PooooF* i open the door, there i am in Sydney!! *hahaha* totally 'Doraemon' magic door i reckon O.O
yea..im nuts atm. yes yes!! i so am!!! im just thinking about random stuff that will never ever happen. wishing things that doesnt even exist. wot the hell?? im a bloooody kid who neva grows up *sigh* maybe its cos i think i just dun wanna leave this place. oh well....then again. whos to say?? no one will know the future, like i said, its unpredictable. hmmmm~ things change. ppl change.
la la la la la~ *sigh*sigh*
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