i felt the stress on me today *gosh* the whole evening was so sad for me all of a sudden. i couldnt seem to be thinking or doin anything right. man~~!!! i was like......blacked out for few hours. i was so freakin blur. i couldnt pay attention to who was sayin wot and who asked me wot??? >.< i was like...huh?? yes?? sorry?? repeat?? yeah??? OMG!! later on, i even stuffed up my dance steps. i didnt know where and when i was suppose to change my steps. i couldnt remember anything all of a sudden. i was like...so F*@#$&! up tonite. WOT THE HELL???? *sigh*sigh* +.O geeeeeeeeeeeeeeez~
i think im freaking out. im so freaking out.
*sigh*
i felt alone awhile at one moment in time today. i think while i was headin back home just then. i felt so clueless. i feel like there are so many things that just went through my head. i wanted to scream so loud till my head burst. i felt that i couldnt take it anymore and i wanted to quit somehow. but then again, i duno wot was my burden. i just think that i have no time for anything. not enuff time, more like it. everything seems to be a rush. everything seems to be non-stop.
i wake up, i go work, i do work...bla bla bla.....i go home, i shower, i eat, i sleep....then i wake up...and then bloooody hell. the same thing over and over again. NON-STOP! seroiusly. i want a BREAK!! i want a blue sky holiday!!! i want a getaway from here!!! ARGHghghghghhGGhgh!!!! >.<
i want adventures...... excitements.... somewhere far far wide wide world out there. i want it more than i cant tell. i want so many things. i just want a break. a break break break!! maybe i shd play lost for few days *hehe* not bad huh?? i played lost for half a day b4 and i got like......40 miss calls from my colleague. WOW!! can u imagine??? all cos of work. i wonder if my fwens or future bf will ever look for me like tat??? it was like, they are so damn concerned about where i was. extremely caring for me BUT nooooo~ just wanna ask me to come for work cos it was a holiday. WTF!!! so annoying! super super irritating. POTONG STEAM!!!! O.o la la la la~
i wish someone would look for me like that if i got lost. then again, i wonder if anyone knows that im lost? oh well...small potato me~ dum de dum~ who cares huh???
wotevaaaaaaa~
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