:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

i went for a dip last weekend and it was great! i only realise how much i missed swimming when i jumped into the water. well, i missed it real bad and i was wondering how come i NEVA seem to swim all these months *hmmmmmmm* wateva happened to me? i even stopped goin to the gym for like 3 months now and im blooody payin charity to them *daRN*

i used to swim every week during uni and when i got back to Msia, i still kept my 'one time a week' routine. however, it jus stopped. i reckon its work!! its the work that i go thru everyday that when i head home, i just cant be bothered to do anything else but shower, eat, chill, sit around, relax, watch series, chat, blog, bum around in my room, junk, junk and more junk!! *haha*

nways, when i was in the water, i had lotsa reminiscences about my past all of a sudden. i din know where that all came from but i reckon i was just relaxed and everything came to me. all my Sydney outings with my fwens and housemates, the 'tipsy' moments, my uni gym life, my past relationships, my future ones?? *gosh* it was like a bomb of memoirs that exploded all at once. was cool tho. not feeling sad nor happy. im fine! just cooooL :o) was just musing about how years can pass by so fast, like in the blink of d eye? personally, time flew by real fast for me. i've felt 'tick-tock' flying away swiftly these few months.

goood or bad thing?? *hmmmm* O.o

i think its how u live ur life. then again, dun put too much expectations in life, cos u mite end up gettin hurt or disappointed. well, IT IS a good thing to have expectations and plans BUT when ur hopes are too high, ur disappointments are way higher than u think. and it bloooody hell SUX when u dun get wat u wan in the first place.

its as if ur heart FALLS straight down from a skyscraper and u LOST it all in one day at that very moment in time and u can NEVA get it back. worst of all, that kinda feeling that cant b mended at all. how would that feel like?!?! +.O oh dear me~ its FRUSTRATION that im goin thru rite now. its the perplexity of my life which i, myself cant even understand. dun i always have this problem??

enuff bout me and my confusion cos i rather not get my readers confused as i am rite now. so WATEEEEeva!! O.o

today, at work, i got really AGGRAVATED by this particular man i called up. story goes: i was helping out a colleague 2 call up this dude for confirmation about the tyres he bought from Michelin n also his vehicle mileage, so that he can get his free tyre service vouchers. and yes, i called him up and this dude lives in Johor.

i was being really polite and explaining to him who i was and what i was about to ask him when he just said "EH. WHAT AH? WHERE AR? SPEAK MANDARIN, CAN AH?? CANTONESE ALSO CAN"

i was like.... WTF!!! after all that explanation, u tell me that u dun understand english!?!??! *OMG* u must be freakin kiddin me!!! and i had HUGE problems with my canto. how do i translate mileage into canto?? i was like stuck at that moment and i couldnt even speak, cos all i cud hear myself saying was errrr.... errrr......er..... at every damn sentence that i started. it was like damn embarassing okie!!

i was so damn irritated at him as well cos he was like asking me FREAKING STOOOOOPID QUESTIONS and giggling like a child. i could just slap him rite there!!!! ARGGHhhhh!!! FAr out!!! i mean, a grown up man like him would not giggle. thats like immature. sorry to say that but.... GeeeeeZ!! i really cannot stand him.

WORST of all!!! the most idiotic thing he asked was:

(I being IDIOT)

I: how u get my number ar?

B: ur registration card

I: wat registration card?

B: errr... the card where u register when u purchase ur tyres.

I: register? wat is that?

B: . . . . . (pulling my hair off) the CARD which u REGISTER when u BUY TYRES.

I: oh, i register? a card? how u get it?

B: U REGISTERED!!! (OH DEAR GOD, PLS HELP ME!!!!)

i was literally cursing all the way. y? y? y are there some ppl who just dun get it? y cant they be like the others? all were fine, all understood and all were damn cooperative and HE, was the ONLY one that was giving my ShiT! bloooody hell!! i really wanted 2 kick him so bad. is he being dumb or fooling around? am i mean?? am i being bitchy?? he told me he was askin ques for precautions and nuthing else.

*gosh* HE WAS JUST CRAP ok!!

not only THAT, he asked me where he purchased his tyres from....!?!?!?

B: errr... wat? from Johor... where ur stayin atm?

I: JOHOR so big. tell me where?

B: (WTF!!!! *grrrrrrrr*) ok. fine. lemme check ur details. bla bla, some tyre shop

I: waaaaaaaaah. GENG!! like that also u know. how u know?

B: (OMG!!!! is this guy stooopid???) u FILLED IT IN ur registration card! ok. nvm. nways, THANK YOU FOR ur TIME.

I: oh. i ask only *hehehe* (starts giggling to himself)

B: rite. oookies. thanks. bye.

am i being over sensitive?? am i a terrible person that IM the one whos wrong here? or did i not understand? i mean, am i the one who doesnt get it or HIM?? or mayb he was just really asking cos there are lotsa scams out there? but, then again, i HATE repeating myself umpteeen times the same answers over n over again. I HATE IT ok. I HATE IT with PASSION!!

i hate it when ppl ask me the same questions repeatedly as well.
Oooookies. now, i realise, mayb it is me. it is my problem. im just impatient.

*ARggggH* im just pissed at him just then.
but now, not really. hes jus crap~ not even worth it.

im just indulging myself with pics while chatting with my fwen about the Haagen Daz chocolate fondue!!! hmmmmmmm.... yummmmmmmmy.... im hungry atm!!! and i miss the fondue so much!!! i wanna eat now!! ^(OO)^ *haha* below are some pics that i took off malaysiabest.net site.