i didnt know wat went tru my head cos today passed by really fast. it was a good day cos i had a few chats here & there. obviously, when i have conversations, i think about things.
conclusion: i reckon that everybody is afraid of sumtin. its either they are afraid to say it or admit it or speak their own thoughts. of cos, that applies to me as well. i am, afterall . . . a human too :OP
nway, there is much to be afraid of in this world.
but wat we fear has nothing to do with lifelike monsters, gruesome masks, pranks or wateva that u can possibly think of.
it is definitely the thoughts in our heads that terrify us the most.
there are many twisted thoughts that one can think of. dun even mention the screwed up minds of murderers or robbers.
think of the simple lives that we live in, like me and you.
wat are the things that come to our mind?
wat are the things that we think about?
TRUST ME!!
there wud be endless, immeasurable, boundless, infinite questions all the damn time, no matter when, no matter where, no matter how.
wat if he really is unhappy?
wat if she comes to regret her decision?
wat if the chance for love has past forever?
wat if career neva works out?
wat if feelings js disappear?
wat if u neva got wat u wanted?
*gosh*
everybody lives differently and thinks differently. however, it all still boils down to the same thing in the end. everybody wants to live happily ever after. then again, does that ever happen? or does that never happen to everyone? or maybe it happens to selected ones...hmmmm~
Question is: How do we conquer these terrifying thoughts?
that wud be left unsolved for the moment cos i have no answer to that *heh*
but, when sumtin does go wrong, i dun think they will tell the whole world cos its natural human behaviour which made them this way. this spells out E.G.O!!
some wud rather keep it and try to solve it themselves.
some wud rather not talk about it and sleep over it.
some wud hide it really well and it becomes a secret for the rest of their lives.
nevertheless, there is nothing more deceptive than a smile.
people can always try and bury the anguish in them by put on beaming face to keep their tears from falling, flash their teeth as a polite warning to their enemies or wear silly grins to mask their fear.
even so, no one knows this betta than the person who hides behind them.
it will always be kept a secret unless they decide to let it out.
after all thats been said and done, there is the rare smile that is actually genuine.
THAT will be the smile of a person who knows that his/her toubles will soon be over, that everything will be fine and that he/she still loves each other no matter wat happens.
Taaa-daaaaa~ time for me to hit the sack.
: : The End : :
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