i lost my train of thought and i really didn't know wat to comprehend. i have no idea wat went thru my mind cos all i felt at that point was fear. hmmm, not terrified but more like butterflies in the stomach and i felt squeamish cos it sounded as if it was an awful thing.
u see?
i still dun get myself up till now.
im already confused!!
*gaaaaaaaah*
crap. was it that bad? but, it didnt sound horrible. it was prolly js a passing remark, rite? actually . . . i dunno. so, y does it bother me? y does it affect me somehow? y does it seem like im disturbed by it? maybe im thinking too much about it when it really doesnt mean anything. rite? -_-''
*baaaaaaaah*
yes. ok. i believe that deep down inside i am very very, extremely concerned about what we both shared, so much so that i really want it to happen and make it work. i realise that this is how much i want it to be real.
suddenly, it feels like it wun happen.
suddenly, it feels like sumtin is in d way.
suddenly, it feels like the universe is changing.
rite. so, im officially annoyed with the world rite now!
*grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*
BYE!!!!!!
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