:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

the minds of people are wired differently, which is why everyone thinks and acts in their own way. then, there are some of those where moods are affected by little things in life and they hold on to it for a week or two depending on what the matter is of cos.

how long can the annoyance last? i believe that will more or less affect the way a person is towards the other.

Word of the day:

ICE COLD

;p

nway, the feeling of disconnection comes from not seeing physically and not communicating with the other, which by the way happens to me all the time. strange but true. sometimes, it happens so often, im afraid that i mite just lose it. my mind is telling me that i shouldn't but in reality, i can't do anything about it. its as if there is no control over myself. i try not to go there but somehow, it happens, like an auto switch.

maybe this is why couples stray away from each other and eventually fade off just like that . . . by not doing anything, by not putting in the effort to do anything. in other words, they are just bloody LAZY to work on it OR, blame the TIME factor.

relationships are difficult to maintain. even more so if they are both wired differently, which is always the case. so, when one is trying and the other is not, doesn't it always end up in separate ways? well, it is tiring for only one person to keep trying and leading, where the other just does nothing, yes?

"What you choose to do about it is what ultimately counts"

does a shift in moods affect as well? whereby, u were normal and suddenly u turn into an ice cold bitch the next day. hmmmm . . . im sure it happens! maybe it was the disconnection that contributed to this and they become a total stranger in one day. is this explanation a bit ridiculous?