ARGH!
i think im cursed! bloooooody hell! my day.....my day. my day SUCKED! my whole freakin day was like a nitemare that came true *sigh*
ok, it all started badly. i had a car accident early in the morning and yes...im fine, but my mum's car was not. the front part....*sigh* FINE~ then...went to work as usual tryin to be ok BUT i was so not ok. i think i was agitated by the 'bang'. i seem to have misplaced my brain sumwhere else tho. cos my colleague was like "errrr.... y r u so blur 2day? r u ok? ur soooo not!" *sigh* obviously IM NOT OK! @#%*!#@(%&U(!#%& *SIGH* not so skilful after all huh?
*wah*wah*
i think i shouldnt worry too much. apparently, i will get unlucky. i was just kinda feeling down last nite and this SHIT had to happen to me this morning. bloooody hell~ then again, maybe it was cos of last nite. DAMN!
and been havin the stooopid car dreams about me drowning and cars on fire.....OMG! its like a deja-vu to me. freaky shit~~ i MAY be a prophet >.< yes yes....i dream of reality. how cool would that be?
oh, bak to my ill-fated day today. while i was about to go home, i fell down the stairs at the mall. OMG!!! can u believe it? everything shitty had to happen to me! y me?? y ?? y??? and it had to be today! *gosh* y am i doooomed?? or issit just today~???? >.< booooooooo hoooooooooo~ boooooooooo hooooooooooo~
i cried a few times today. its been quite some time since i last cried. hmmmm, then again, maybe not. i think i did cry few weeks back. reason? due to this blog bein too public and me crying, therefore, this shall be classified as P&C O.o oh well. OR maybe i just wanted to cry today. maybe i need to let out today. LET IT ALL OUT!! yeah baby~ *sigh*
extremely awful day today. i was so desperate to talk to someone or anyone. i felt so sad. i rang up my fwen and yeah~ she made me laff. thanks to her!! >.< i neva had such a dreadful day. and so many things occuring in one day
*sigh* the neks time i wanna cry.....it MUST be happy tears!!
oh, its a saturday tmr and im OBLIGATED to work. DARN again!!! geeeeeeeeeeez....unlucky for me that i have a craaaaaaaaazy workaholic senior with me. i wonder if he has a life now? >.<
my fwen told me theres ups and downs....good and bad days.... just have to live it well, plus its over now. tmr will be a better day +.O yup yup~ its tru and i agree. led me to thinking that my fwen shd be a counselor cos he seemed to be good in comforting me O.o *hehe* thanks BANANA boy~
oooooooh....the MOON is back tonite!! was so lovely again. bright round moon shining again!!! looked so divine to me. ahhh....how nice if the moon was like that every nite?? too much to ask for? ah well~ shd be dancin in the moonlight~ and where 2 ppl will just sit on a tree enjoying the calmness of the romantic moonlight. how charming will that be? oh dear. me dreamin again. i think im goin into my la-la land.
*sigh* i need fun~ i need breaks~ i need to do sumtin~
i mite be stressed out? am i now? i dun even know.
banana boy asked me wots my major worry?? *gosh* my first answer was AUDIT. hmmmm~ first response is always the truth huh?? no?? i dislike it cos i duno wot im doin yet. im not good at it yet. but it shd turn out ok later on when im good with it. it always like that. its just that, I HATE my working hours!!
ppl are havin fun shopping, movies...walking around doing nothing and I HAVE to go back to office. WOW! interesting~
ooooooooookie....time to hit the sack. its 3 sumtin now. and i still cant sleep. i think im still shocked and feeling abit miserable. i want a HUG!! wah wah wah!!! chengy....!!!! if ur reading this, gimme a hug when u c me neks time k!!! im feelin like shit~ >.< ah... i miss those days staying with her. when im sad or im crying, she'll come and gimme a big hug~ likewise if shes sad.
ah~~ those days.....
those.......glooomy days both of us had to go thru at certain point of time~ just at different point in timr BUT bound to go thru~ *hehe*
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