h'ok *gosh* long time since i used this word *hehe*
the moon looks like a cresent tonite and it feels exquisite to me tho. i think im in delusion now cos im dreamin in a fairytale land atm. im goin hmmmmmmm~ la la la la~ >.< *gosh* i think work has gotten into me. its takin my brain away leaving me wit nuts and bolts which leads to hollowness in the container up there? *haha* then again, im goin cuckooooo.
while i was heading back home just then, i saw the cresent and it somehow reminded me of tranquility for the nite.
a nite where everything seems so calm and divine.
a nite of silence and peacefulness to myself.
a nite to contemplate about matters in life.
a nite that shall be remembered closely to my heart.
things that crossed my mind tonite cannot be solved. then again, maybe it doesnt trouble me or that, it doesnt even matter to me, hence, i dun care much about it tho. THEN AGAIN *hehe* it mite not even be a problem to me. so wot the hell?? y think so much about it??? rite?? yes yes! +.O
i wanna make a point here that i dun like answering questions which i dun have the answers to. so STOP asking me stuff over and over again when all i can say is I REALLY REALLY DUNNO!! AND by that, i really mean i dunno. yeah, its tru that i always say 'i dunno' to questions but but, sumtimes, i really mean it. just that, its annoying at times when someone asks u the same ques and u just give the same answers repeatedly *gosh* and they just DUN FREAKING get it!! OMG!!! its just frustrating and u just wanna scream at them going"blooooooooooooooody hell!! would u just stop askin already!! Geeeeeeeeeeeeeez~ leave me alone will ya?? >.< "
well, im not being hysterical atm. i just wanna MAKE my point *hehe* when i say i dun wanna, i mean that i DUN WANNA and when i say i really have no idea, i REALLY mean that i DUNNO!!! seriously~ man~ bear in mind that THAT is just me being me and my mind being blank, not thinking cos it just shuts down itself at times when im really tired or woteva it is that i do O.o
i consider myself a peculiar species that came to this world filling up ppl's life with laughter? *haha* i wanna make more fwens. i wanna meet more ppl. i wanna do thrilling things. i wan more and more, this and that......bla bla bla, well, basically indefinite excitement to almost anything and everything in the world!! i wan mOneY $$$!!! heaps and heaps of $$$$$$$$$$ LOL!! >.< who doesnt? who doesnt wan all that?? i think some individuals are selfish. some only think of themselves and nobody else. some are even too damn self-centered to share things with other ppl. oh well~ the world is packed with all sorts of ppl. different character and different thoughts.
hmmmmm~ and it seems that im evil sometimes *hehe* in a good way kinda evil~ my fwen just told me that! mad mad~ craaaaaaaaaaaazy~ not makin any sense to me tho. weird weird~ my brain stopped working at 8pm just then *haha* (while i was at work tho) *huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuush*
i guess everyone has their good and bad sides. it balances out one way or another. yeah~ its very tru. i just believe that it is +.O *hehe*
like i said b4, everyone has deep dark secrets they will neva let anyone else know. its good~ privacy is needed within us all. a little privacy to ourselve wun do no harm. yes?? >.< i AGREE! *hmmmmmmmmm*
~lets just say, me myself is a puzzling and bizzare one~
yes/no?
up to those who knows me to decide for me?
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