a night of darkness will need a glimpse of light to show them the way~
suddenly i just cant sleep~
i just feel that everyone is lost at some point in time and they will need some kinda directions to guide them along the way~
when one is sad, they will need a shoulder to cry on.
when one is angry, they will need someone to let it out on.
when one is happy, they will need ppl to share it with.
but, some ppl just keep it all to themselves. they just dun show it. they just remain silent and feel sad, happy and angry or woteva just to themselves *gosh* that is bad huh??? its as if ur all contained up inside and u just dunno how to let it all out. maybe its just the way they deal with their problems, i guess.
diff ppl have diff ways of gettin over with grief.
some just cry, some just scream their lungs out, some just do nothing and some go shopping. but, altho they seem ok on the outside, they NEVER are feeling ok on the inside. i believe deep down somewhere, somehow, they feel absolutely miserable.
*sigh*
sometimes, i duno wot im thinking. prolly i think too much? *haha*
"me thinking too much" is like....so damn contradicting to who i am.
ppl judge me. everyone judges everyone. i think i've said this b4 where i say ppl thinks im always the happy-go-lucky gal. no worries, no nothing, so jolly and all that *gosh* yeah~ im the one that keeps to myself.
hmmmmmm~ banana fwen of mine felt sad today cos of work. yeah~ i know how he feels *sigh* me tooo~ therefore, i understand. +.O not in the sense of being really sad kinda depress way but just...the fact that we have to work on blooody weekends and on public holidays. theres just no damn life left for auditors. i wonder why man!! oh well, i just feel sad when someone is sad. its vice versa i guess. its just human feelings. oh dear~ dear~
oh and i hate it when ppl think that they know me real well, BUT they dun even know wot the hell is goin on in my life atm. they duno how i feel and they duno wot im goin thru. they just blooody assume that 'oh yeah~ come on~ its SO YOU~ u guys r gettin so close~ bla bla bla bla bla~ and all that crap!! '
makes me go YEA YEA...WOTEVA OK!! >.<
when u duno anything about me, dun THINK that u know me.
i realise today that im really out of the ordinary.
i am sometimes unpredictable and yet, sometimes so damn predictable.
*gosh*
im weird! seriously. i rem my fwen once called me BEE WEIRD! how tru now. how tru!
I, the bee, the weird one, is one hell of an unexplainable gal~ cos i dun even know myself at times.
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