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oh HELP me!! i've got a ****ing terrible headache atm.

*@#&$%^!*#^%*^!# shit MAN!!

i went to bed real early but i cant sleep! OMG! wot the hell?? *gosh* i had the headache since evening during work. tot i would be ok after i took a nap BUT nooooooooooo~ yeah~ i know...sure sure...PANADOL helps. the problem is i cant sleep even if i took it! DARN! >.<

its weird cos im so damn sleepy rite now. its like.....i haven slept for ages *geeeeeeeeez* my eyes are like half opened like THE SIMPSONS?? i've been sleeping late due to stooopid work. had to go home late all the damn time *sigh* fark that now! cant do shit about it nway. its blooody hell peak period!!

i was thinking, if im weak, i mite just fall one day.

fall sick or i mite faint suddenly (which i've been wanting to try) +.O stoooooooooooopid me tho~ wonder how would that feel?? i think im goin nuts soon enuff.

was chattin to my fwen just then. he was telling me about how he really wanna do sumtin cos hes so bored but just duno wot to do anymore. then again, he feels extremely tired to do anythin atm *OMG* i know exactly how he feels oK! i totally understand how he felt. wHY?? like DOH!!! thats how i feel all the time......for the past week~

i sooooooo wanna go sumwhere and do sumtin. anything! just bum around will do. but but, i just cant. the only restriction is my body and my mind. cant be bothered somehow. just cant be bothered anymore~ *sigh* its as if my mind completely shuts down when im home.

been thinking about gettin away from m'sia again!! >.< wanna just go sumwhere to chill out again. i really really miss HONG KONG tho. the shopping, the environment and the no-worries feeling~ *gosh* i wanna relax and rest my glooomy mind O.O

my fwen was telling me that they wanna plan a trip to an island sumwhere *gosh* i wonder when will that be cos im really keen on goin. i just wanna get out of here, i suppose? wanna leave this place and not think about things. so yeah~ whenever, wherever, anywhere, anytime..... me me me!! i wanna goooooooo!!!!! *gosh* im like a desperate little child pleading for help. am i makin it sound miserable?? well, hmmmmm~ it is like that.

Oh my gooooooooooodnessssss~

my blooooooooooooody headache is still there!!! oh nooooooooooo~

i wanna count sheeps and hit the sack toooo~

*arghhhhhhhhhhhh*

wonder what is everyone doin now?? sleeeping? clubbing?? watchin movie? thinking about stuff??? dum de dum~ oh boy~

i absolutely hate this insomnia feeling. HATE it with passion!!! altho i dun go thru it all the time, but i just hate it!!

*sigh* i feel as if my head is gonna break sooner or later.

i have recently comprehend with my own theory that if u dun like what ur doing, u just wun gain anything from it. ur heart and mind is just not there with u to grasp things.
its similar in relationships. its like, when u dun have feelings 4 someone, u just somehow stop caring for him/her anymore. not completely STOP but....just ends there and then. no more lovey-dovey in the r'ship i guess, and its common to feel that way when it does not exist.

ever felt cold and hot from someone? its like they are so damn unpredictable at times. u just duno wot they are thinking about. doesnt it make u confuse? *gosh* its as tho they are so fickle minded?? nO??? *hehe* then again, depends on mood swings, i suppose +.O

ahhhhhhhhhh~ sien-ness~

damn! duno wot the hell im thinking atm nway~

shit! wish i could just break my head open now and give it a polish or sumtin. i think its floooooded in there with cobwebs. damnit!!