Wednesday, January 11, 2006

ooooooh boy~

today is a public holiday and i went to office but i din do much tho *hehe* i think i just went there to bum around and help out if i can?? >.< oh dear~ oh well, it just seemed like another day to me. holiday or not, its still the same tho. nothing interesting anymore.

had a nitemare again last nite *gosh*

stoooopid! i wonder why always the same story. i had a car accident again! *OMG* i think im phobia to cars now *hehe* geeeeeeeez....why wun they lemme go? cars are haunting me atm.

i felt alone today while i went back. its like, i suddenly felt that i had no fwens around. like last week, i wanted to go movie, i rang up ppl but its either they've seen it or they're not free or they're out sumwhere *gosh* its as if i've lost contact for so long. weird huh?? now, its more like, when im free, they're not but when they're free, im nOT. OMG! wot the hell?? oh no no no~ i dun wan it to be like that.

my fwen told me js then "oh! *hehe* did u just realise that u have no life after u started working. ITS NORMAL, gal!!! its life~"

but but, i dun wan it to be like that. i still wanna hang out and stuff. then again, time forbids me to~ +.O *hehe* im tired lately. go home, SLEEP~ ^(OO)^

oh dear~ and i've been munching on chocolate and ice cream lately!!! OH NO!!!! shit!!! got to stop!!! i was doin so well~ NO NO~~ the temptation is toooo strong!! >.< *arghhhhhhhhh* got to fight it!! *HAHA* fwens over dinner js then was sayin that i grew fat and that i gained weight!! OH OH OH!!! WAH WAH~~ this is not good~

hmmmm~

everyone has problems to themselves and they have to find a way to solve them. BUT, the problem is still there.....i mean, lets just say if there is a problem and they talked about it, bla bla bla, try and find solution, yet, in the end, the same problem still exist. how can that be solved then?? i mean, its still there even how hard they tried. >.< this is obviously a love problem but of cos, not mine. it was my fwen who was felt sad js then and started talking about his love life *sigh* of all person, i think i can say all i could do was just to be a good listener but i cant help him much. i duno how to. sorry man~ i dun have much experience and i duno how to give advise *tsk tsk*

im a goooooooood listener. NO DOUBT about that! O.o

and im shy gal!! =oP

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