:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

yo ho~ yo ho~ (pirate's humming)

greetings planet earth! im back! >.< i know i know. i've been MIA for more than a month now. well, i've been quite busy recently due to celebrating Chinese New Year, relos comin over, eating, sleeping, not to forget my totally bumming and bumming for like wat? . . . 5 months!??! *LOL*

Excellent news to be revealed: i FINALLY found a job and working atm. hence, the quite busy ME has not been around to update my blog. i've always wanted to post some short ones about wat i did, wat movies i saw, how i felt BUT . . . there were too many darn obstacles that came in between me and my beloved internet *hahaha*

nways, long story short, hmmmmm~ where do i start?!?!

oritey!
i absolutely fell in love with "Stranger Than Fiction". it has a terrific story line. a damn good twist, i'd say! oh, i could still remember it so vividly in my head and my, my, Will Ferrell left an impact on me cos i neva imagined him playing this role. he always appeared to me as this funny lame dude *hah* then again, the highlight was not him nway. i just love the script. its about him hearing the narration of his life, from how he wakes up and goes to work, then his love life and of cos, his death which he neva knew about.

i find it amazing cos it was depicted so well from the tiniest details like how he wakes up and looks at his watch or the part where he counts the time he brushes his teeth and the number of steps he takes/walks to catch the bus every morning. personally, i reckon its the littlest things in life that makes it so fascinating. everyone out there has their own life, their own narration of life and everything they do or say is how they want their life to be. seriously, a 2 THUMBS UP for this one!!

actually, i love EMMA THOMPSON too!! *hehe* cos i've always had this obsession with British accent (O.o) i just love hearing it. the way they speak is so courteous and elegant. i would totally fall for a guy who speaks that way. so charming, rite? *haha* nways, she was the NARRATOR of his life and that makes the story charismatic, doesnt it?!? hmmmmm~ i wish i had the talent to write a novel and narrate a story too~

"300" was truly fantastic!! all about GLORY!! i think i caught it during midnite and MAN~ i was freakin tired. the movie was really long but i managed to open my eyes and pull thru *hehe* cos it was actually good. another 2 thumbs up movie~
other reason was prolly due to the half naked 300 men that made me go WOAH!! 300 good looking ABS!! *drooooL* >.< that completely got me astounded and my eyes were widely opened up *haha* besides, it reminded me of "Gladiator" *gosh* i reckon both the movies are to be watched a few times.

"Music and Lyrics" is another that i would reckon. after watching it, i js kept hummin the theme and my mind had flashbacks of the scenes. oh, i kept smiling all the way back home, i wonder why?!?! *hehe* dun u js love feel good movies?? :o) i'd say it was a surprisingly enjoyable one. i went in without knowin wat the film was about. my fwen js told me that its a romantic comedy and should b nice. so yeah~ who doesnt want some looooove and romance once in a while? well, it is unbelievable BUT, then again, I still WANNA BELIEVE in fairy tales!! *hee*

oh rite . . . during my bummin days, i was bored so i decided that i should read *haha* i purchased 2 chick flick books. and guess wat?! they gave me a free gift which i so adore. it was such a lovely gift~

a pink/black dress keychain!!

and i realise ppl think heaps b4 they go to bed. the tranquil atmosphere in the room where the surrounding seem so calm and quiet. the lightings could either be dim or dark depending on individual. the peacefulness that is moving in slowly collaborates with ur lethargic mind which creates a M.I.N.D filled with infinite contemplations and boundless hopeful dreams.

ahhh . . . wat is in the beautiful M.I.N.D??

the whole wide world of doubts, uncertainties, fears and suspicions will just swarm the little brain of mine *haha* every single worry, every little disbelief, even the most insignificant tiny detail will just come running by my head and stay for few minutes, then, suddenly, a new batch will come and go as and when they please for i have no blooody control over them. hmmmmm~ sucks man!! >.<

its not like i wanna think b4 i sleep. i dun wanna think! i would js wanna *pop* fall into bed and call it a nite. BUT, i dun seem to have the power to command the one upstairs to do so. thoughts will be flowing constantly thru out the whole damn nite until im js way too tired to even realise that i actually fell asleep *gosh* i think i've even tried to wear myself out during the day but i guess it didnt really work. oh bugga~ O.o

nways . . .

has it got anything to do with searching for a direction in life?
is it mainly due to me being indecisive and fickle?
or maybe im just not ready to settle down? then again, wat has it got to do with any of the above?!?! ok, im crapping atm.

hmmmm, i can say im still playful and notti? *haha*
and i can boldly say that im gullible and self-indulgent!! (+.o)
rite!!

random post: when one feels guilty of some things they've done, they lie and the lies are meant to cover up things they shouldn't be doing or they shouldn't do in the first place.

then again, some ppl lie in order to avoid shit happening, which can be a valid reason at times depending on wateva the situation is. ok, maybe this is js another 'cover up' or 'justification' they have for their so-called "valid" reasonings. oh boy~

- Lying is done by words and also with silence - both ways contribute to hurting someone.

y do ppl wanna lie in the first place? issit cos they dun wanna hurt someone? or they really care about wat the other is feeling? so does it mean, its ok to lie cos ur very concerned about other peoples feelings? *gosh* i have no idea.

everyone has their own shit to to go thru. everyone has their own damn worries.
everyone lives a different life, a different story, a different path.

so i figure everyone has the mindset of "have it your way" or "do wat u think is best" or "plan wat is good for ur future".

YEAH~ thats wat u call a diverse perception of L.I.F.E.

the whole damn world do not think the same way. no one has identical minds. the saying 'Great minds think alike' applies to GREAT PPL! *hahaha* and i guess that will neva be me~