:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

hmmmm~ days pass by real fast. i've been working in my new firm for a month now *gosh* Unbelievable! >.< I HAVE NO LIFE! and y is that?!?! y do i keep thinking that? the thought js keeps hanging there for days up till today. isnt it peculiar? and y would i be thinking that way? its not like i'm not doing anything. its not like i'm bored.

wait a min! MAYBE thats it!

i am BORED with my life. maybe thats y.
lets see... wat do i do? my daily routine?

i wake up, head to work, get off work, either head 2 the gym or head back for dinner or out yumcha/dinner IF fwens ask (unlikely), shower, get online, watch abit of tv and sleep.

WOW! wat a life!! im GREEEEEN with ENVY~

*geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez* i dun have a life! omg omg. i shd be panicking rite now and think about my future. i need to do sumtin!! but waT?!?! OMG OMG! im suffering from a slight out-of-breath attack atm *hehe* O.o mann~ i need help. yeah, i really do. oh bugga! Faaaaar OUT!! WATEVA!! a lifeless gal like me shd not be rambling about her insensible feelings which she has no idea wats goin on atm *sigh* my puzzled life seems to be secluded in an island far far away~

aaaaaanyhow~ WATEVA to my unconscious life!

i have sumtin that im really proud of. my STAR WARS collection of MR. POTATO HEADS!! *gosh* i love them so much *muaks*muaks*

artoo-potatoo, Darth Tater & Spudtrooooper!!!

and yes.. my blog has abit of colour now. its not that i JUST realised it, its because i was TOO DAMN lazy to change the fonts and add this and add that... oh bla bla bla~ *haha* i guess im js too damn free tonite and i have no life, so here i am to update my pathetic long-winded blog. OKIES!!! hmmmmm~ issit me? or ISSIT ME?!?! am i feeling depressed atm or sumtin? cos i can sense the miserable 'MARVIN' in me at this very moment! oh marvin~ *hehe* marvin, marvin, marvin~ ahhhh... reminds me of my beloved fwen . . . aids

ooooooops~ i apologize dearly BUT yeah~ "Marvin & Aids" did come together at one point in my life years back then *hehe* i reckon its part of life where there are ups and downs at different stages in life. i guess its js me feeling this way currently but hopefully i'll be orite. if im not mistaken, i did kinda went thru this phase months ago where i was feelin all disheartened and down.

there are also matters in life that we need to take into account or take them seriously. lets just say, an issues arises, wat do we do? DOH!! we try and solve them, rite? so yeah... WAT IF its unsolvable? *hah* wat do u do then?? wat can you do?? thats when ur left dangling over a crisis u cant resolve!! and that aggravates u, doesnt it?? its sooo DAMN annoying!! so exasperating?!?! *gosh* and if u really cant do anything, u js go **SIGH**SIGH**

dilemma will just cloud all over my petite little brain~ *hohoho*

i came across this quote some days ago while i was reading some mag "Lying is a part of being human. We are imperfect creatures with selfish tendencies and fight/ flight instincts. And so, we lie"

how tru! how very tru!! i guess thats why ppl lie. and WAT issit with me and lies these days!?!? *geeez* seriously, its not that i wanna talk about it, its js that wateva i've been doin or watching these days (series), 'LIES' seem to be the topic of the day or episode of the time. this is so bizarre. maybe its planted in my mind in the first place, therefore, i've been trailing it ever since. so no matter wat im doing, wat im watching... lies lies lies are just all over my damn mind!! *grrrrr*

my fwen js kinda enlightened me with sumtin. i told him about how im feelin atm and he just told me that its cos i dun have anything to look forward to in life, hence, im feeling like that. HEYS! spot on, dun u think!?!? hmmmm~

perhaps, i need to enrol myself in classes or sumtin? occupy myself with MORE stuff, which i have no idea wat they would be? but yeah~ prolly head to clubs more often & get pissed drunk & then dun remember a single shit that happened *hehe* yeah. i shall ponder upon this tonite b4 i hit the sack.

tooooDles~ nitey nites!!